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ThatOneGurl 
10:07pm, September 8, 2009
I have been thinking about suicide alot lately...
I have been having some strange dreams but its nothing...
I smile but I ache
I sing but I wanna cry
I hide when I wanna be found...
I know I have my whole life to find love. But I dont think I want to wait.
If I knew who I was going to marry, or a boyfriend in the same state, I do
believe I would be okay...
Sometime I think that I wont live long. Not cause of suicide or anything like that
But just one day God will call me home.. I wish it was now..
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Dear friend I understand how you feel, especially after having lost your dad and your step-dad. Please don't hurry love, it will come one day, just as you will have moved on. You are also very young, there is a lot out there for you, but first you must learn to be patient. All the best
Enterpryse
Please don't do anything in haste. A new love will emerge when you least expect it. I know things are hard right now but they will get better.You are so young 'give yourself some time.
jinkx50
My dad is still alive.
ThatOneGurl