Journal

God is great! I was stressing about a backpack. I got a nice sized one for $17.60, original price was $44.

I got all my supplies + some and its good. I will be starting school tomorrow. 

What I dont understand is I went to Insight for a full semester and now they tell me they dont have my Request for Release (RFR). Well if you dont have it then how come I went there. So its crazy. I am glad I start school. They sent me an email saying that if I dont send the RFR form that I will be unenrolled from all my classes. So does that mean I wont be a student? That doesnt make no sense none what so ever!

I have to catch the city bus to and from school. My morning will start around 4:30-5 am and end around 2:45-3:30pm Mon-Fri. 

I am getting my hair relaxed for school...wOOp! No! But yeah kind of. Its complicated. So anyways thats all for now!

I love you all. I miss you all. Esp Joe!

Its kinda boring coming on here and theres noone to really talk to. School is back on for some, others work and such and others just dont come one anymore. Well if I decide to come back I will. I'll drop by for a couple minutes. No need to stay on for long periods of time to do nothing... Busy with work, getting the rest of my schoil supplies.. I have to buy a box or maybe two boxes. Cause I have to send back my laptop and my printer and the uhh laptop case...also the cords that plug in the laptop too lol. Kinda looking forward to school but I still need more clothes and a back pack. I cant spend too much money cause i gotta give my mom some money. I owe her, gotta pay someone gas money and  then i gotta save to visit my brother at his graduation. He wil be graduating from boot camp in oct. Then in Dec I want to see my cousin. In order for me to achieve all this i would have to keep my job but i wont be able to work after school starts. I am just gonna look for another job.

I dont know what to do or what to think. I am running off of frustration. People are just so impatient. If someone is paying you to take them somewhere dont rush. Once I get my license and a car I wont need people. I dont need people now. I need the Lord. He sends people to me, for help or to help or whatever reasons. I am just irritated and pissed off. 

I am very excited to tell you all that I am much better. I feel sad and confused at time but its a part of life. I love everything about my life and I wouldnt change anything about it. I love everything and everyone in and apart of my life. Yeah I lost friends and family members but they all have a place in my heart. I am looking forward to changing my life around into something wonderfully amazing and so much more. I am looking forward to spending the weekend with my godmom also. I am sooooo happy. I feel like things are better already! I feek like a load has been lifted.

Life is good... Life is Grand and Life is in my hands!