I'm back!!!!
May 11, 2009 11:50pm
Hello Every 1 i was in the area so i thought i'd stop by, LOL.I haven't written since January so i thought i'd do a quick update. Well... …
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About Me
2mani
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About Me
I'm a girl with a heart of gold and thats why i am going through so much suffering in my life because i think with my heart and not my head.I hate being me, I hate being so emotional , so caring , so loving with no back bone to stand up to anyone.I'm being honest when i say i love my kids father to death even after everything we and i have been through, I have a heart you can't change and i'm finding out the hard way.He is suffering and i am suffering as well.But he is out the house now and even though he has caused me so, so, so much heart ache and pain , i need him.Please don't ask me why .we been together for 10 years and i don't know noone but him. I'm here on this site to be honest , comforting, knowledgegable and human and if thats how i feel thats how i feel and no one can change it.Life, love and power r such hard things to figure out.GOD knew i would have so much love in my heart i would be blinded by everything else.I love him.Call me stupid , Call me crazy , call me what you what but part of admitting to our sins is being honest and because some people don't have the courage to be honest i for one am.
I'm a girl with a heart of gold and thats why i am going through so much suffering in my life because i think with my heart and not my head.I hate being me, I hate being so emotional , so caring , so loving with no back bone to stand up to anyone.I'm being honest when i say i love my kids father to death even after everything we and i have been through, I have a heart you can't change and i'm finding out the hard way.He is suffering and i am suffering as well.But he is out the house now and even
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Interests
My interest is learning how to be a family through the ups and downs.
My interest is learning how to be a family through the ups and downs.
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Journal
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Journal Entry for January 5, 2009
January 5, 2009 1:48am
Damn It's been a long time, but i always like to pop in and out and say hello, and give a few hugs and kisses .I have been pretty well.Just …
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It's been awhile
July 12, 2008 11:34pm
OMG I haven't written forever. But i'd never abandon the place in which made realize how strong i'm actually is. There's been ups and …
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I'm on my way
April 27, 2008 12:07pm
I've been doing very well. For starters i cut out all fryed foods, and sodas, i cut down on bread and pasta's and i walk. I try to walk …
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Hugbook
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I’m With You
hay there young lady if you need to talk i'm back let me know how things are going
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hugs for you
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STOPPIN BY TO SEND U TONS OF HUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
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Prayer
hay there my frend i understand about having a good hart i realy like helping people but when i do they thing i'm weak it toke me some time to know that there is no weakness in kindness peiople walk around thinking they have to be hard not true everybody has to wear a mask you allways hear peoplr say be real but nobody is why is that me myself like lift people up not breaking them down there are some people that just live to break others apart i've been around for a minut and still don't understand what wrong with some fokes how can that make a person feel good by hurting others and they think that make them strong you know for your self alot of people thonk backwards having this virus as show me a lot my curse became my blessing i help so manny people and when i needed a frend just some one to talk to they treated me like just talking to me they would get it.i was feeling so isolated from the rest of the world it was times when i got so depress i had thought about taking my life .even my childern treated my funny that hurted the most it was like i wasn't human anymore if it was not for my faith in god and playing my guitar and my frends at.d.s.i would have whent crazy.so my frend if find that there are tmes when things get ruff and they do i'm here or you can go to the group back to living again i allways check to see how my frends are.so you have a blessed day thank you sister for letting mr un load it on you later
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Support Groups
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ChildI just lost my twin girls on September 20th 2007,They were very sick and ill and i made it worse by being in a abusive relationship.i don't know were to start.or how to start,i wanna run away from the pain but i can't ,i've stop sleeping i keep seeing there faces and it scares me because i beleive it's my fault they are gone!!
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- Thats all i do
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- mad at myself,i did this noone else did.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- i know it's the right thing to do but how can i,
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- helps
Close HIV
Hello, i do not have HIV but i hope that do'snt stop me from being a freind to you.You all as well as i need support no matter where it comes from.I may not be in your shoes or know how you feel but that doe'snt stop me from listening to you,If you wanna talk about anything that might be on your mind just know I AM HERE. O.k, Don't be scared or embarrased it takes 1 step,to be helped for a life time.
Open Pregnancy
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Treatments
- Bedrest Working / Worked
- It's better now after i was tied to the bed with a rope lol
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Has done more than i ever imagined,i'm so greatful and truley blessed to be among the path of so many beautiful,strong and blessed people here.
Open Eating Disorders
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