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tiredmama 
10:01pm
Well I finally got the appointment for the Cleveland Clinic. I go on July 31. They also put me on the cancelation list so if something comes sooner I can get in. I'm happy I've finally got the appointment, but a nervous wreck at the same time. I know this means more tests and surgery. I hope I am strong enough to stand all of this. I know it says that God never gives us more than we can handle, but like Mother Teresa, I just wish he didn't trust me so much. The waiting for this portion is almost over. Just a little over a month and I will at least have a better idea of what to expect. I am just scared of what it is I will find out. I guess a part of me feels like this is all a bad joke and someone is gonna say sike at any minute and it will all be over with, but the reality is that it's not a bad joke. It's not gonna end. It's just going to continue. Hopefully the doctor can make me at least a little better.
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