tiredmama's Journal

So tonight I am really depressed. On the verge of crying for no particular reason other than i am really missing my dad tonight. I spoke with the orthopaedic doctors office today and they finally sent the info to Cleveland Clinic. They are referring me to Dr. Kershnannay. I'm sure he'll be good, it's just so hard to go through all of this without my biggest fan, my rock, my source of strength. I have never had to go through anything without my dad being there and I'm not handling all of this too well. I just wish he were here. I know that in spirit he is. I've had so many instances where I know he was with me. I know God is carrying me through all of this and that there are so many people praying for me right now. But what I wouldn't give to hear him tell me, "It'll be ok babe." That's what he would tell me. I know it because he always has in the past and I know he'd believe it now too. I just really want my daddy.