finaaallly back to ds
November 15, 2009 5:20pm
heeey guys. i miss you alll, even the people who i've barely talked to. this is really a safe haven for me. &sometimes i push it away …
ohsolovely123
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About Me
ohsolovely123
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About Me
I'm emma, i suffer from anorexia nervosa and bulimia minus the binging. i am paranoid about my surroundings all the time. i have wayy too many diagnosises(sp?) &i have waaay to many doctors especially for a sixteen year old girl. i self harm, and have been practicing impulsive behaviors since i was 9. i am bisexual and loove love girls. i would reallly like to make a support system here as well as help people here because the support group i was in my mother withdrew me from. i've been hospitalized sooo many times and its to the point that my mom just gives me IVs and feeding tubes herself because the hospital is not an option. wow, i'm rambling. add me!
I'm emma, i suffer from anorexia nervosa and bulimia minus the binging. i am paranoid about my surroundings all the time. i have wayy too many diagnosises(sp?) &i have waaay to many doctors especially for a sixteen year old girl. i self harm, and have been practicing impulsive behaviors since i was 9. i am bisexual and loove love girls. i would reallly like to make a support system here as well as help people here because the support group i was in my mother withdrew me from. i've been hospitalized
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music, singing, acting, drawing, dancing, running, yoga
music, singing, acting, drawing, dancing, running, yoga
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November 15
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ohsolovely123 wrote a journal entry: finaaallly back to ds 5:20pm
heeey guys. i miss you alll, even the people who i've barely talked to. this is really a safe haven…
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i am feeling...
June 3, 2009 9:42pm
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impulsive!
because i haven't purged in 2 days ++i had a good time at dance and i have a feeling that im going to …
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bathingsuit shopping
May 24, 2009 2:26am
i dont know what to do anymore, i really don't. i've actually had some happy moments but at the same time i attempted suicide last week for …
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Well, hello there. I'm Camilah :)
Rainbow
Hi Emma, I read your journal- I haven't heard from you in real long time, tho I'm on your friend list- so I am her to listen any time! I am always here 4U! :)
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Hey just wanted to stop by and give you a hug. :)
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hope you r feeling better. how is school going?
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Flower
Just thot I'd say hi... How are things going? :>)
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Close Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaI'm emma. i've been suffering since I was 9 with anorexia nervosa. At 12, I began purging and self harm and landed myself in the hospital. I am currently 16 years old and have been hospitalized over 10 times. every time i weigh myself i lose weight so obviously my numerous appointments aren't enough. i really need to find people on here for support!
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- i joined at 12 and loved everyone there (i was the youngest) and when i was hospitalized, again, years later my mom never let me return. i miss it SO much.
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- on 50 mg, i think it makes me veryy paranoid and my borderline personality disorder traits have increased since i started it. but it gives me energy
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- since i was 11, currently twice a week individual and once with my family
- Residential Treatment Center Working / Worked
- mclean in MA, east house
- Topamax Somewhat Helpful
- originally started for headaches and remained on it because it benefited my mood
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- 250 mg and it makes me wicked tired im on waay to many meds
- Adderall Working / Worked
- 25 mg. i dont know i wont let my mom or my doctor take me off of it because i have an attatchment to it
Close Depression - Teen
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- it didn't work to well for me so my doctor switched me to prozac
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Ive done alot of this at all of the treatment centers ive been to i love it.
Open Bisexuality
hi guys, well i've known that i've liked girls for my whole life. need to know more, just ask.
Open Teen Sexuality
I lost my virginity at 14. My impulsiveness has attributed to my mental illness furthering soo much. &I am definitely sexually impulsive.
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
i am 16 years old, struggling with alot and was diagnosed with OCD this year but have always shown tendencies
Treatments
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- 250mg just makes me tired
Open Self-Injury
began self injury four years ago. i do various kinds of self harm as do most people, i dont call what i do "cutting" because its not as simple as that.
Open Trichotillomania (Hair Pulling)
Type: Compulsive Skin Pickingi used to pull when i was angry, in chunks, but now its every day for hours and its hairs that hair darker and seem thicker; i've alwaays had problems with pulling my eyebrows til the point i have none but it's the past month that i've obsessed about the different hairs on my hair, not care what ppl think, and just pull away, i also pick my skin until a new hair grows, like on my arm or something. & i pick anywhere and everywhere.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- i have a great connection with my individual therapist she is the only therapist of mine that i OPENLY talk about it with
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- 250 mg who knowss.. i think my doctor may be decreasing it for the summer
