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RiskLovingMe
Female, 17
"i guess i'm just not good enough..."
10:33pm Friday
just small journal Mood
Tuesday, November 3, 2009 | A General Update story

so so far today, im doing well. yesterday was mostly really good, except for one part. and also for the fact that something i have until now pushed out of my mind by piling other shit on top of it is back in my mind. it dont mind it too much because i know i can get through this. i might just need to talk about it, even though ive never once mentioned it to anyone...ive changed alot...i used to keep every single one of my secrets locked up, but now that i have Pat and DS, i never have to. its a good feeling to have. 

 

just wanted everyone to know that i am doing well. and thank you all that supported me through. it means alot to me :). trulymadlydeeply, lol everytime i write a journal i think of you and lyrics. no matter what. so here you go XD. its from my favorite band. they use an odd style of lyrics, but i enjoy it somehow. lmao

 

This Is Home by I Am Ghost

Close your eyes, it’s easier that way

A golden cup, and a toast to kings

Lost and decayed, we are cut beyond our saving
But we are home now
The room is still warm…

Fell in love with an angel (a heart that isn’t cold)
Say goodnight, we are dying (just hold on…)
Lost in shadows and tasted every one
They can’t steal our love tonight…

A century of open arms that shield the light
This battle scar is healing
Cast all the pain to the tourniquet that binds me
We are home now
The sun won’t hurt you anymore

Fell in love with an angel (a heart that isn’t cold)
Say goodnight, we are dying (just hold on…)
Lost in shadows and tasted every one
They can’t steal our love tonight

Love has given me a reason to live

And love has given me a reason to die

 

Fell in love with an angel (a heart that isn’t cold)
Say goodnight, we are dying (just hold on…)
Lost in shadows and tasted every one
They can’t steal our love tonight

 

Fell in love with an angel (a heart that isn’t cold)

I can feel the pain of the sun as it lights up the air 
I can taste the hope, it's everywhere

Love has given me a reason to live

And love has given me a reason to say goodbye

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Comments

  1. coolkidrthomas

    yay! :) I'm glad that you trust us here on DS with your secrets, feelings and the like. I know what you mean, it is a very good feeling to know that you can tell something, and get it out of the way with some cool ppl. :) **hugs** and hooray!


    coolkidrthomas

  2. theGuardian

    36 hours, aaaah the advantages of youth. lol


    theGuardian

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