I am separated from my husband of 32 years, currently living with my mom while he stays in our home with our 16-year old son whom I miss greatly! I finally walked after years of abuse and thought I could get myself back on my feet within 6 months. Actually, I know I could have, if he had played fair. I needed him to give me $$ out of his 401k (my 401k's were cashed out and spent trying to keep our home, after I stopped working). Anyway, long story short, here I am 4 years later! Sigh, I suck at life. Can't even find a job... Well that's about it, except I'm usually pretty upbeat!
I am separated from my husband of 32 years, currently living with my mom while he stays in our home with our 16-year old son whom I miss greatly! I finally walked after years of abuse and thought I could get myself back on my feet within 6 months. Actually, I know I could have, if he had played fair. I needed him to give me $$ out of his 401k (my 401k's were cashed out and spent trying to keep our home, after I stopped working). Anyway, long story short, here I am 4 years later! Sigh, I suck at life.
Gardening, reading, lovemaking, cooking, being a mother, metaphysics, animals, elderly people - not necessarily in that order!
Gardening, reading, lovemaking, cooking, being a mother, metaphysics, animals, elderly people - not necessarily
August 31, 2009 12:05am
Tody I had yogurt, a tostada and a nectarine. I've lost another pound, too! Yay, maybe I'll continue to move in the right …
August 31, 2009 12:03am
Today I had yogurt, a nectarine, a chicken taco and a lemon-lime soda.
August 29, 2009 2:30am
Today I had a hamburger, fries and a diet coke. I haven't lost any more weight since the end of July so I'm obviously not going to make …
August 27, 2009 7:28pm
Today I had yogurt, a nectarine, navy bean soup (with ham) and a soda.
August 27, 2009 12:21am
Today I had a nectarine, yogurt, navy bean soup (with ham) and a flour tortilla.
Missing you.
Some sunshine to brighten your day/week. Haven't talked to you in a while. How are you doing?
Hope you're having a good week so far!
thats an interesting way of using a squash. sound delisouse though. never thought of breading it. did you put the parmesan in with the bread crumbs?
xxx
Progress
10 %
I've had anxiety since I was 5. I was anorexic at 12. My first major depressive period was from 15 to 17. Between 18 and 35 (the wonder years!) I was quite manic. Then at 38 I started sliding into another bad depressive period that lasted until I was put into a psychiatric hospital at age 50. Now at 52 I am taking Paxil, Abilify and Remeron and am feeling a whole lot better (but I do miss the mania).
