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ryan14 
12:08pm Yesterday
HI peoples . bored here with nothing to do . A lot of my friends that i have know about my problem now and would realy like to sleepover but its one thing that they know my problem but its another thung for them to see it . people say its no big thing tothem but to me it is . guess they wouldent understand anyway . I dont know if this is a feel sory for me journal or what it is but some things i cant bring myself to do . any input on this would be helpful .
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hell day sucked . i was so nerveous i could have passed out . we got in the parking lot and wanted mom to find the closest place to park. . we went in and i had lots of people looking at me and the way i was . i can only guess how red my face was . i wanted to fade away like a ghost but it never happened . oh well . i could dream couldent i ? mom spent just over $200 on jeans that would fit me . mom had me try on all of them so she knew they would fit which was embarrasing . i know the lady working there knew what i had on i know because at walmart you can only take a few things into the dressing rooms at a time . as i went in the dressing room i could hear my mom and this lady whispering but couldent hear most of what she said . but i know she was telling her about why we had a lot of jeans . i kept the last pair on because i wasnt going to walk around with the shorts i had on . no way , wasnt going to happen . i could still hear the plastic of my disposable and some of the people that seen me earlier from walking into the store kept looking at me and looking down when they thought i wasnt aware of them looking . i thought about asking them what their problem was but knowing my parents , i would have gotten in trouble if talk to adults in a rude way so i ate my pride and kept going . i honestly never realized i was even wet until we just hit the exit doors . i was sooo glad when we left that it felt like 100 lbs was lifted off my chest . i dread the next time we have to buy jeans .
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I would imangine wearing disposables is going to put a damper on you being a nudist
i guess we are going to the store to buy new jeans . i realy dont have nothing to wear that will fit me now . im calling today hell day . about the only thing i have that i can wear are some sleep pants and and it realy shows that im wearing plus the fact that every time i take a step you can hear the plastic . i dont care to go but mom says i have to to make sure the jeans i get will fit . i realy dont want to go to walmart looking like an idiot in a disposeable . i been called a primadona in the fact got to have everything in such and such way . i guess ill start figuring out on what i need to do as the situation comes up . if anyone has suggestions on things like this i would appriciate it a lot . ill let you know how hell day goes in hell day part 2 when i get back .
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I have been through this at your age, the difference with me was that my parents were not so accepting. I had to wear and change my diapers behind their back. When i couldnt wear diapers or i would get caught wearing them i would wash the wet sheet after they went to work. It was so bad they made me go see a shrink, god they could have at least took me to a doctor to see what was wrong or even asked me but no they just thought i was sick and disturbed. When i used to go out people used to stare at me and they still do sometimes. I have however found a way to limit the noise the diapers make when your out in public.
Find either a pair of biking shorts (The spandex ones) they are tight and will hold the diaper in place when you walk, also the regular spandex exercizing ones work well too, in fact anything the is tight will hold your diaper in place and silent the noise. This has worked for me over the past year and i have noticed the looks started to stop as people were not able to notice so easily. I hope this works for you and i hope things get better. I have been dealing with this for a very long time so if you have any questions dont hesitate to ask. Keep your head up and keep the faith things will get better just be confidant and if you follow those 2 tips no one will know and that will boost your confidence and you could get back to the fun things in life.
Take care
not sure what ur talking about ur problem other than ppl calling you a liar by not believing u, but don't let them bother you...the hell with them! The important thing is that you know who and what you like and that is all that matters! Don't give up on the few of us here on DS that are trying to help you...or whatever...in our own unique way. I'm not a pervert or a 'chomo' (child molester), but I do know how hard it is to b gay teen. Would you believe that I didn't come out until 2005? Look forward to hearing from you, but that is up to you. Like I said, I'm not a perv or chomo. Oh, BTW, You can be a nudist at any age!
MarshallJon
thats what i was talking about on my profile . a lot of people , ( i been told ) cant handle nudists i guess . i have been one for as long as i can remember . if you never tried it and want to then i might be able to help you find a club to visit . and noone will ever make fun of what you have or what you dont . people are more open with others than others who aint nudist because we have nothing to hide . if you have kids then you can bring them along they are mor safer at a nudist club than they would be in their own back yard because everyone looks out for the kids . sides , everyone that is wanting to join a club is checked thouroly through local, state police as well as the online database . if you want any more details about me being incontinent and being a nudist then its ok . its a simple solution .
ryan14
WOW! UR REALLY FORWARD, AINCHA? That's really NP with me...I like ppl who are forward, as I feel that is the best policy. I just want to thank u for that! There are some things, that I feel like u should understand about me, but I cannot mention them here...too embarassing4 me! TTYL, BUDDY!
LOVE UR FRIEND,
JON
MarshallJon
a lot of people tell me that . i guess that comes from me and my parents to be able to comunicate openly about most things
ryan14
dang . see what i mean people . if i dont type the way i do when talking to someone face too face it doesent sound right . this is why i type like im actualy talking to you .
ryan14
it's cool, man, it's cool. NO WORRIES!
MarshallJon