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jenne061985 
5:33pm, November 15, 2009
A lot of people are telling me to forgive the people who abused me yeah.....NO!!!
I was played with, physically and emotionally, by a man who used to teach others how to follow god and use to stand at the pulpit would preach about being holy and recieving jesus!!the person i was closest to used me in ways you wouldnt use the cheapest dirtiest crack whore, and the woman i used to want to be like knew it all and let it happen so it didnt have to happen to her and punished me for it. to top it off another man of god who i was close to and looked up goes around saying im a liar and an attention seeker when he promised to help me!
SO PLEASE explain this concept of forgiveness when really i don't think anyone of these people deserve it,they all tried to preach it but then did things that should never be forgiven!!!!!!!!!
I WILL NEVER FORGIVE!!
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Well I don't know how to forgive the person who abused me and I know I will NEVER forget what he did to me for 5 years. He was not a man of God but I am but I still CAN'T Forgive HIM it's not my job to thats Gods Job. These men that did this to you are no better then my abuser why do you think you need to forgive them I don't know if thats the way I should be looking at this but I'm sorry these type of people if you can call them people do nothing but HURT Young KIDS for ever and get away with it. They need to go to Jail for a LONG time but sometimes I even think Jail is to good for them. So when You say I will Never Forgive DON'T FEEL BAD AND DON'T THINK YOUR WRONG YOUR NOT!! I have tryed to forgive my abuser but I just CAN'T and I hope He Go's to Hell for what He has Done to so Many Little Boys. Sorry for Venting I just want you to know Your not wrong for not Forgiving. Dan
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I am so sorry that this happened to you but keep in mind this man may have called himself a man of God, but he was not a man of God. A true man of God would not do these ungodly acts. According to the Bible God hates what was done to you. Unfortunately we tend to get angry at God when a person claiming to be a Christian hurts us. it is not God's fault that man makes stupid decisions. I am a Christian and I am appalled that someone would bring reproach to the name of Christ by using God's name to hurt a child. I am appalled that anyone would hurt a child period.Forgiveness of these people will not be easy, but do yo know that unforgiveness actually hurts you more then it hurts them. It can actually lead to heart disease and cancer due to the toxic chemicals it releases in the body. They may not know or care that you are angry at them, you are the one who lives with the anger not them. I understand this is very very difficult and you may even feel you have a right to not forgive them but in the long run you suffer because of it. I know what I am talking about, it was my father that sexually abused me and the church didn't believe us or our mom. I often thought of ways to kill my dad until I realized what it was doing to me. I blamed God at first but you know what? He didn't hurt me my dad did. God is the one who healed me and made me whole. I forgive my dad and even pray that God heals his sick demented fetish for children. I can honestly say that I would never want him to go to hell now, he needs help. You can overcome this hon, don't feel hopeless.
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