Just tired and emotional. Have …
Just tired and emotional. Have you ever been given so much advice that you just don't know where to start? My sleeping …
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jenne061985 
5:33pm, November 15, 2009
color this entry red..red because of the cuts on my arm and the blood that came from them yesterday. It's sad the only time i stop thinking about wanting to cut is the day after i SI.
i can't help anyone when i can't help myself...i failed myself and thats the worse kind of failure.
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go a day w/o wanting 2 SI
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I know how hard it is to stop self-harming I used to cut myself everyday, I only stopped when my child was born, and after that I still did it a few times, and I often still get urges when things get really tough. Go out and buy yourself a fancy new red marker!! You can overcome this. I am here for you.
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Don't put yourself down like that Jenn.
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