I miss a you
November 5, 2009 6:34pm
I've been counting up the days which all turn into years
I've been counting up the tears you haven't been there to clear
I've counted …
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About Me
Happiness What is that, cause i don't even know, but yet it is all covered up with a silly little laugh and a phony smile, just if you look at my arms, you see the marks, and the tear filled eyes.
Happiness What is that, cause i don't even know, but yet it is all covered up with a silly little laugh and a phony smile, just if you look at my arms, you see the marks, and the tear filled eyes.
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I miss a you
November 5, 2009 6:34pm
I've been counting up the days which all turn into years
I've been counting up the tears you haven't been there to clear
I've counted …
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PLEASE READ TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!
November 1, 2009 7:17pm
A Cutters Hell
I'm screaming inside and out
I'm just looking for a way out
I stop for a moment to ask myself
why this
how did I end up here …
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Thinking of you today...hope you are doing well and controlling the urge to self harm... one day at a time kido....luv ya Karen
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Thinking of you this morning kido
Get Well Soon!
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Close Self-Injury
I started cutting myself over a year ago. I'm talking with a counsleor right now she helps alot but at the same time she adds so much more stress. I cut alot when I'm up set it has always been hard to talk but even more since I lost my dad three years ago. I've tried to kill myself almost a good five times, once I was put in the hospital.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- It kind of helps because you know that someone is there who can help you, and will listen to what you are saying. But at the same time it can add a lot of stress about telling someone what is wrong.
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- It dose not cause enough pain for me.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- When I'm able to talk it can help but there is not always someone there to talk to.
Close Bereavement - Teens
I lost my dad on January 9 2006. And have just lost my Aunt on June 9 2009.
Treatments
- Keeping Busy Too Soon to Tell
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- calms me down
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- My Dog helps me alot
- Remembering Not Working
- It makes me depressed and I feel horrible cause memorys are what I miss most.
- Talking Working / Worked
- It helps but I start crying and then it really hurts.
Open ADHD / ADD
I was just told by my doctor a year ago I have ADHD it made me go into a deep depression. I hate meds and won't take them any more they make me sick
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Open Depression - Teen
I've been really depressed and was in the hospital for trying to kill myself in the fall.
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- Art Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- It helps keep me calm and takes me away from all the pain for a little while.
- Pets Working / Worked
- Yeah my puppy makes me smile!
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- It helps some times but then I get so depressed that I can't talk about any thing.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Some times but then other times it makes it worse.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Some what help full but then I start to think to much.
- Zoloft Not Working
- It made me feel High like way to good, like I was on top of the world or something, and I had no emotions to anyting it was a numbness of being high.
- Walking Working / Worked
- keeps me moving calms me down gives me time to think gets m away.
Open Anger Management
I get so up set with everyone and everything for no reason, so bad I will hurt others and my self really badly, my self more than others.
Open Teen Sexuality
I don't unerstand all of this just yet and have a lot of questions about it.
Open Teen Anxiety
I'm 15 and worry about just about everything.
Open Sexual Abuse
Daddysmonkey2 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Healthy Sex
Daddysmonkey2 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Weight Loss For Teens
Daddysmonkey2 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Female Sexual Issues
Daddysmonkey2 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Thyroid Cancer
may may have cancer we don't know yet, i've have an enlarged thyroid has been sice i was 10
