Just Another Poem
June 21, 2009 1:10am
“Why me?” she asks as she pulls the scissors down her hip yet again“Why me!?” “WHY ME?!?”Her heart burnsHer …
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Goal End Date is Jun 20, 09 156 days ago.
brokenbeautyx3 
11:47pm, July 13, 2009
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About Me
brokenbeautyx3
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About Me
I have more issues than I care to let on. I cut, I have no self-esteem, I'd rather sit in a room all alone than be with other people, social situations freak me out, I'm scared of the littlest things, my family is insane, I have undiagnosed OCD, I use food to solve my problems, I'm more stressed out than any human deserves to be, I'm pretty sure I have depression and so much more.. but without all those things, I simply wouldn't be me.
I have more issues than I care to let on. I cut, I have no self-esteem, I'd rather sit in a room all alone than be with other people, social situations freak me out, I'm scared of the littlest things, my family is insane, I have undiagnosed OCD, I use food to solve my problems, I'm more stressed out than any human deserves to be, I'm pretty sure I have depression and so much more.. but without all those things, I simply wouldn't be me.
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Interests
I'm pretty much always on AIM. My SN is seasonsoflove994. Just tell me your from DS.
I'm pretty much always on AIM. My SN is seasonsoflove994. Just tell me your from DS.
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Gone
June 12, 2009 4:53pm
I was laying awake last night, I couldn't fall asleep at all! I was thinking, which is never good for me, but I stayed good. Most likely only …
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All My Fault
May 30, 2009 8:17pm
"Why are you never around anymore?""Why didn't you call or text me?""Why don't we ever hang out anymore?"
Oh, of …
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Alone...
May 27, 2009 9:33pm
You see, I write a lot of poetry, and every on ce in a while, I write one that I think is pretty good. So anyway, here's one that I really liked. …
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hey sorry i hevent bein on for so long.so much has happened over de last few months. how are you?
Little Love
I am here if you need someone.
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Hey, how are you?
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eh it was just really borin
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yep just alright
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
Been cutting for almost two years now. I bite and hit too. I want to stop.. don't know if I can.
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- The pain didn't last long enough for the urge to hurt myself to go away.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Talking to my friends always makes me feel a little bit better but just talking doesn't make the urges go away, it just stops me from taking those urges too far.
Close Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
I haven't been formally diagnosed with either but by just watching me you can tell that I have them. Any social situation seems to make me anxious. I'm trying to force myself to get over it but that's hard when all you want to do is stay in your room all day, everyday.
Open Phobia
Scared of pretty much everything including needles, blood (ironic, no?), doctors, bridges, tunnels, bugs, spiders, balloons, and so much more. And yes.. I said balloons.
Open Depression - Teen
I've been depressed pretty much since I started middle school but it has gotten worse since 8th grade. I want to go get help but I'm scared to at the same time.
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- It's a little helpful but most of the people that I talk to don't understand what's going on. It's hard to talk to people when you can't completely tell them everything that's wrong.
- Writing Working / Worked
- It helps we work through my thoughts without having to involve anyone else.
Open High School Stress
It's high school, what else do you expect? Lots of stress! Add a perfectionist into that mix and it makes it a hell of a lot more stressful! Can't wait for graduation! Too bad it's not for 3 more years. =/
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- When they "support me", most of the time they're just taking up my time saying how much they support me and are there for me. I need that time either to myself or to finish homework. Overall, I just need them to leave me alone!
Open Children Of Divorced Parents
My parents got divorced when I was in first grade, 6 years old, but I can't remember them ever being happy together. They were always fighting...ALWAYS!
Open Stress Management
I stress out way more than necessary. I get constant headaches because of it. Everyone is constantly telling me to calm down and relax but I just can't.
