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Athena39
Second Beta came in. Numbers decreased. Told it was a miscarriage or not a viable pregnancy. How can life be so cruel?
UPDATED GOALS
Get pregnant by August
Progress 0%
Encouragements: 0
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I am so nervous! I took an HPT yesterday to make sure I was still pregnant. It read positive, which is a good sign. I am still having mild cramping and strange twinges, but I looked in my pregnancy books (bought five years ago) and they say that is normal. I just hope this Beta is where it should be. I am trying not to get my hopes up. After all the heartache and disappoint I have endured during the last five years, I don't want to be too optimistic. DH won't acknowledge that I am officially pregnant. He said he won't believe it until we have an ultrasound. I know he is just trying to be protective and doesn't want me to get my hopes up. Still. I can't imagine anything more cruel than finally allowing me to get pregnant and then taking it away from me.
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Try not to worry. I know it's easier said than done but the test still reads positive and your beta will probably come back much higher today. Hang in there and know that you ARE pregant. Try to stay off your feet. Go get some accupuncture if possible after your test and fill us all in on the good news ASAP.
I was shocked when the nurse called today, especially since my HPT was negative. I cried and cried b/c I never ever expected this. I know that it is quite possible that the pregnancy will not stick, but knowing that I am pregnant at this moment is the greatest feeling in the world. After five years and all of the heartache I have experienced, I am overjoyed and overwhelmed. This was my last embryo. Please let this pregnancy stick!!!
UPDATED GOALS
Get pregnant by August
Progress 10%
Encouragements: 0
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I dont' know why its so cruel. I am so so sorry. Sending you a huge hug and saying a prayer for you right now!
FNP
Oh no. I am so sorry. I know exactly how you must feel. I was devastated with my last IVF, I felt for certain it would work. I cannot however, imagine the rollercoaster ride you have been on this past week. I pray that there is a light at the end of this tunnel for you and that you will reach your goal soon.
csminchi
I am so sorry, and my heart aches for you......... please take care of yourself.
kimbochi
I am so sorry. Unexplained infertility is very frustrating to say the least. Please don't give up.
YvonneKB