DAY 1 This is the beginning of …
DAY 1 This is the beginning of what I hope will be the next best part of my life. I struggle with an addictive …
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eli2012 
right now, im in to drugs,, im trying to quit, i need support. also my friens are mad at me. that hurts me and makes me really depressed and i feel all alone,, i mean i have my ds friends but none of them i can actually hangout with in real life. Well the coming year is going to be fucking hell for me,. im on academeic suspension till fall 2010. i cant wait to get back in school and get my life back on track. I WOrk at cicis pizza right now and the pay is shitty, 7.29 an hour, i owe soo much money to soo many people its not even funny,.. i dont have a phone, i dont have a car, i have nothing besides my apartement , the clothes i wear and my computer,,.. so i have to get out of this debt hole im in somehow... its going to be fucking hard as hell. i hate it.. why did i fuck up so bad,, why cant i do anything right, im just ready to get my life on track, but i cant , ... the next year hopefully when its over.. i will be on the right track, hopefully ill see some progression with in the next month or so....
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im here 4u & will do whatever i can to support u in kicking the drug habit. xxx
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