What have I become...
I cut. I wasn't drunk. I wasn't fucked up. I just did it. Why? I was overwhelmed. Frustrated. Alone.
I quit drinking basically. Too many …
I am a very active young woman and I love to help people. It's my passion and I hope to one day do something in the psychology field. Though I have struggled with many issues in the past, the only one I am currently struggling or really focusing on right now, is my eating disorder. I am having a hard time even thinking that it is an issue, but I don't want to give it up because it's the only stability I have in my life.
I am a very active young woman and I love to help people. It's my passion and I hope to one day do something in the psychology field. Though I have struggled with many issues in the past, the only one I am currently struggling or really focusing on right now, is my eating disorder. I am having a hard time even thinking that it is an issue, but I don't want to give it up because it's the only stability I have in my life.
I cut. I wasn't drunk. I wasn't fucked up. I just did it. Why? I was overwhelmed. Frustrated. Alone.
I quit drinking basically. Too many …
Weight is going down and my mood is going up. It's a crazy thing.
I love and hate it.
Beneath the waterthat's falling from my …
I am fat. The number on the scale will not budge. What the fuck is wrong with me! I'm not trying hard enough. I'm not working hard enough. …
i want my body to slowly fade away.
i want my bones to protrude.
i want to see the smallest number on that scale.
i want to slowly, painfully, …
I've been gone for a while it seems. I'm so sorry to anyone who cares.
I'm back now though. Things were getting hectic. I …
ive been. good lately. :^D
how about you?
HII. :^]
:] thankyou, so much.
thanks :)
You could say that... I had organized a reunion of sorts with over 40 people invited and they ALL said they were excited to come and couldn't wait. I spent all week cleaning my house and buying food and such for this party. Everything was perfect. Then only 2 people showed up. It was the worst party ever and it just seems like it always happens to me. =(
I've been struggling with both anorexia and bulimia on and off for the past 5 years. Though the last year has been the worst with bulimia, it has just recently gotten very bad with anorexia. I don't think I'm even aware that it's a "problem."