Journal Entry for November 11, 2009
November 11, 2009 6:20am
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AvienMael 
1:22am, November 15, 2009
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About Me
AvienMael
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About Me
Journeyman Electrician, Master Mining Electrician, Master carpenter, Silversmith, Whistlesmith, Sculptures in copper, brass, and glass, experienced VW mechanic, organic farming enthusiast, political realist, certified body piercer and maker of custom jewelry in surgical steel, archer, Pantheist (Bard) "...fields plowed, horses broke, revolutions started, uprisings quelled." There is no such thing as "free time" - there is only life time. Use it or lose it.
Journeyman Electrician, Master Mining Electrician, Master carpenter, Silversmith, Whistlesmith, Sculptures in copper, brass, and glass, experienced VW mechanic, organic farming enthusiast, political realist, certified body piercer and maker of custom jewelry in surgical steel, archer, Pantheist (Bard) "...fields plowed, horses broke, revolutions started, uprisings quelled." There is no such thing as "free time" - there is only life time. Use it or lose it.
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Interests
Irish flute, whistle, and guitar. Forest management on my own land. Avid hiker and camping enthusiast (I don't say it, I actually do it - a lot). I hold truth to be above all other virtues, and actively work to instill this in my children...it is after all, our only hope.
Irish flute, whistle, and guitar. Forest management on my own land. Avid hiker and camping enthusiast
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Journal
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Key Pout
November 8, 2009 9:53am
Sitting under a large oak, I was looking the forest floor. This is a place that was necessary to clear of some diseased trees a few …
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Blank
October 27, 2009 9:12pm
Some things happened in the past week that have got me to thinking very hard about my life and how unhappy I am with it...how tired I am. I feel as …
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Hugbook
Little Love
It is all going to be OK.
Chicken Soup
Hope you get to change your mood real soon!
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Superhero Status
You ALWAYs save the day
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Little Love
You know what for and why.
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Ray of Sunshine
Hey you, how's it going? I'm doing good.
How about you?
Miss talking to ya!
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Photos
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Infidelity
Same as it was 2 years ago...AKA MorgiesDad...WIfe cheated - multiple affairs affairs, set me up for abuse, realized it was actually a serious accusation when she found out they were trying to put me in jail, and her boyfriend thought she was nothing more than a convenient lay...Still in it for the kids, waiting for the day when they're both grown and I can walk away.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Not Working
- Total load of crap. She kept trying to lie to me about what I already knew - turned into an endless revision of "the truth", counselor seemed to think that I needed to find it in myself to forgive her without her earning any forgiveness. Waste of time and money and emotion. By the time I gave up on it, I knew a lot more than I had before - which was a lot....even the counselor didn't see any way for us to move on from what happened together.
- Forgiveness Not Working
- Still waiting for her to earn it, rather than demand it.
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