I am eccentric and undefinable. Completely unaware yet immersed in the unconscious elements surrounding me. I am a loner with in my creativity.
I am eccentric and undefinable. Completely unaware yet immersed in the unconscious elements surrounding me. I am a loner with in my creativity.
I love to do photography, write, dance, sing, and have recently started painting. I also love to model and maybe one I will be able to make it somewhere with my talents.
I love to do photography, write, dance, sing, and have recently started painting. I also love to model
May 21, 2009 3:53pm
Voices at their highest performing alarming noises. Pleading for calm. Pleading for something that can not come from his hands. Splinters fly as …
May 21, 2009 3:51pm
Close kin bloodTouching skinLet me be Don’t touch meRunaway Detached woundGlimpses of painHolding this secret The hurt …
May 21, 2009 3:47pm
Pretty close to being finished just ran into some issues with paint brushes and lack of newspaper print...
May 20, 2009 5:20pm
There is this common misconception that if you are pretty then everything is okay. You have friends a great boyfriend and a loving family. …
May 20, 2009 2:35am
So I have been reading several books some about BPD and others just about artists. Everyone talks about how mental disorders all play a …
I really hope you are well, miss you.....
Just a little hello, miss you, smile and talk to you soon
This a test of the emergency HUG system, do not be alarmed, just open your arms wide and be ready for a big hug {{{Big Hugs}}}
I miss you my friend, i hope you are doing well, been keeping you in my thoughts and prayers
Hey Sweetie, I know your away, well actually just rember so gonna send hug anyway, hope you are having safe trip ( =
I have had an extrememly muddled past which would probably make for a good book or movie but not exactly fun when you own that past. I have destroyed realtionships with my issues and have destroyed myself from the previous destruction and the cycle doesn't cease. I have been to institutions where I was able to weasle my way out of by being proper and acting nice. Unfortunately unbenounce to me it was only an unconscious rouse. I need help as all of here most likely do.
I have been cutting since I was 11 years old so about 10 years now. I recently have been able to keep myself from doing so for the last 7 months. I started because I was desperate to see something pure innocent and untouched with in me something good. And blood is that it is purple with in your veins until it mixes with air and then it is red the purest form of myself..
With a guy whom cheated on me and I ending up with an STD. He said he never did and that I must of cheated on him. That is the story simple and sweet...
I was raped by my half brother when I was 5-7 years old. Then SA during my years in high school. This all has caused me to be very promiscuous and unfortunately almost crave the being taken advantage of... It is a scary thing
I have had paranoid problems for many years more intense when I am in a relationship more then anything it tends to ruin anything good I may have...
