Progress
10 %
Goal End Date is Nov 7, 09 18 days ago.
Current Weight (Lbs)
224
DivineExile 
12:29pm, November 16, 2009
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About Me
DivineExile
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About Me
Single mom to 3 adult kids. Bipolar 1, DID NOS, Schizoid PD. and C-PTSD.
Single mom to 3 adult kids. Bipolar 1, DID NOS, Schizoid PD. and C-PTSD.
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Interests
When I'm depressed - nothing. When I'm manic - Books, art, music, crochet, building custom dollhouses, home repairs and decorating, road trips, sex, shopping, photography, cooking, gardening, shopping, cross stitch, writing, reading, drawing, singing, laughing, dancing, flower arranging, cake decorating, cleaning closets at 3am, driving really fast, new jobs, drinking, rage, euphoria, throwing things, breaking glass, sex, sex, sex, and shopping.
When I'm depressed - nothing. When I'm manic - Books, art, music, crochet, building custom dollhouses,
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Recent Activity
Recently:
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9 hugs received, 6 hugs given, 2 journal comments, 1 group discussion post, 1 discussion post
Yesterday
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DivineExile wrote a discussion post in the Depression support group: Introduction 1:01pm
Hi, my name is Audrey. Technically I am Bipolar and I am a member of the Bipolar board also but I would…
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DivineExile joined the Depression support group 11:06am
Bipolar Disorder…
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DivineExile gave RITKat a chocolate 10:27am
I hope your med changes help and that ou are feeling better real soon. (((((HUGS)))))…
Monday
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DivineExile gave CantStealMySunshine a ray of sunshine 2:53pm
I wanted to let you know that your new found serenity is very noticable. I am glad you are doing so well.…
Friday
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DivineExile gave EvelynJean3 a little love 3:41pm
Surprisingly I've been "stable" for a whole 7 days now. It's a record for me. How are you doing?…
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Journal
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Hugbook
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Hug
*hangs head in shame*.....is it that noticeable? I didn't realize I was so bad before....sigh. Maybe that's why one of my friends told me to come back as somebody new and not tell anyone who I was. Maybe I should have listened to him. :(
Thanks
omg I would be terrifed to drive for that long. I'm getting nervouse just thinking bout that scenero. I also have to pull over and take a breather to recollect myself. But then there are also times where I will go periods to where I am just fine. You ever get like that?
Hug
hello and hugs... that is wonder-filled that ur feeling a little better, I am pleased for you : )
Flower
Good Morning I sent you some
flowers to brighen up your day
you have a great day-
Flower
Good Morning I sent you some
flowers to brighen up your day
you have a great day
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Photos
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Multiple Personalities
I have all of the dissociative disorders except that there are no known alters. Either they don't want to come out and play or there are none, but rather than have my diagnosis read "Chronic Depersonalization Disorder, Dissociative Amnesia, Acute Dissociation....." They recently decided to just call it DID NOS.
Treatments
Close Bipolar Disorder
Bipolar 1 - spent a year rapid cycling between mixed states and depression. Now settled into a nice moderate depression. Sucks but this has been the longest I've not cycled so I guess I'm grateful.
Treatments
- Abilify Not Working
- It worked but it cause the worst insomnia and weight gain
- Geodon Working / Worked
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- Love my Klonopin.
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- It works but I'm not sure it's worth the number it's done on my memory.....
- Seroquel Not Working
- Made me Suicidal.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Even on just 100mg I was manic.....
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Schizoid Personality DisorderMy therapist wanted to "work on this" as he thinks I would be happier if I socialized more but my psychiatrist said that if I really have no interest and it doesn't bother me then there is no point in wasting time on it when there are plenty of other things I can work on so Schizoid I am and Schizoid I will be. However they do think that some of the dissociative issues are tied to spending so much time in fantasy.
Open Depression
Bipolar Disorder
