rayne9's Journal

Even though I hate where I live I must say this has been one of the most pleasant days!  78 degrees, breezy, just beautiful!  I was going to do some house crap but no way was I staying in on a day like today.

You see I have this problem, I know it's weird but here goes... I LOVE working in the yard!  I find it to be relaxing and it gives me time to reflect.  However it's not to good for my DDD, lol!  I've always loved to mow, the whole 9 yards.  Hubby HATES yard work so I've always done it, now however it's quite difficult so the yard usually looks like shit and what's worse is that most of the time I'm so sick that I could care less!  Anyway, at least I'm using some muscel, so out of shape!

After all that work, Patrick and I went for a BIKE ride, can ya stand it?!?  Firstly, when asking my spine dr about biking on my "good days"  he thought I meant stationary, why bother to ride INSIDE in ONE spot?  I said no way I'm talking a REAL bike ride, oh no he says not a good idea.  Last yr I bought a new bike and have only ridden it once, today I rode all over the hood and guess what, NO HELMET!  Oh the bravery!!!  I felt SO free, lol, no helmet!  Better yet I didn't even fall and remembered how to ride the thing!  Look out friends perhaps my prayers are being heard!  Don't get me wrong as I'm dying right now but was it ever worth it!  If only I were back at the beach riding on the boardwalk but maybe being here is getting me back in shape for that.

On the sad front...my rediscovered "black sheep" uncle hasn't answered my calls.  I think I've done it again, you'd think I would have learned by now, jeez.  Every single time I tell anyone how much I want their friendship and love I never hear back from them!  Now it's not as I'm all over them begging or anything all I have to say is let's get together again soon.  I need to be hateful, I suppose, then maybe they'd let me into their lives, cannot figure this out to SAVE my life!

later friends...