rayne9's Journal

 I'm feeling quite well today, surprisingly.  Between the shots and my aunt, I just knew I'd be in bed for awhile.  So glad I was able to pull myself up before I got too down.

Now knowing, with undue certainity, what's going on with my aunt, Iam moving ahead, no looking back!  If she calls, I won't answer.  After I have healed from this hurt, then I'll learn how to forgive, but not just yet. 

Surprisingly, when I got home yesterday, bro's wife was here.  Guess she figured I wouldn't be answering her calls after what THEY pulled last weekend, but I never DREAMED she'd show up here.  We had a nice visit and I ended up telling her what happened with my aunt.  Her mom alienates her, although I tld her that SHE hadn't moved to another state to be with her, I guess the hurt is still the same.  For the life of me I cannot understand these people!

I think maybe Patrick and I will go to the cemetery later today.  It sounds ridiculous I know, but I DO feel closer to Mom and Dad when I am there.

Tomorrow I think we'll go fishing!  I'd go today, but don't have a license, so I'll pick one of those up while I'm out.

Here it is July 1 and Patrick has done NOTHING for his vacation, so I'm out to fix that!