Describing my day
June 7, 2009 7:35pm
No deep thoughts here, just wanted to describe my day:
Got up at nearly 4pm. Had a really late night last night and am in a bad sleeping …
Bomazu
9:11am, May 19, 2009
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About Me
Bomazu
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About Me
I a decent guy who makes an effort to get on with everyone and wants to be considered a good, worthwhile person in society. However I feel as though I don't 'fit in' on many levels with mainstream society and life often feels more like something to be endured rather than something to be enjoyed. I wish I didn't feel this way, but that is how I often feel.
I a decent guy who makes an effort to get on with everyone and wants to be considered a good, worthwhile person in society. However I feel as though I don't 'fit in' on many levels with mainstream society and life often feels more like something to be endured rather than something to be enjoyed. I wish I didn't feel this way, but that is how I often feel.
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Interests
I'm a very visual person so I spend a lot of time browsing the internet, watching TV, playing video games, watching movies. I like day dreaming and contemplating.
I'm a very visual person so I spend a lot of time browsing the internet, watching TV, playing video games,
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Journal
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Feeling kinda numb
May 31, 2009 9:49pm
I thought my life was generally ok- I've not had a bad depressive episode for some time and feel I'm coping. But am I?
Like most …
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Am I able to make the tough decisions?
May 27, 2009 7:54pm
Saw “Drag Me To Hell” today. Really enjoyed it- a spooky and kinda discussing movie with some humour chucked in for good measure :) …
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Being a bit cynical about forums
May 26, 2009 8:50pm
I stopped by to take a look at the depression support group discussions. There’s so many topics come up since my last visit that I just …
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excellent face ? nice one !!! no sleep till daylight again ? lmao
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you're welcome, I get a lot of success with those principals, i usually tell them and the partner that for a while you are both banned from intercourse, then the me me me sex, its very liberating!
see you around!
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ayup. How the feck are ya?
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well when you work it out give this lancashire minx a shout eh ? lmao !!!
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yeah but its not right is it ? :).......i wish i were normal !!! whats normal, do you know ? lol
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Support Groups
Close Depression
: Clinical (Major) DepressionDiagnosed about 8 years ago when I was 18. Tried various ways to tackle it with drugs, counselling, self-help reading, group sessions and realise this illness will be a part of me for the rest of my life. Luckily it's not all doom and gloom. I have good days and bad days and today is an ok day :)
Treatments
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- Helps stabilize mood although lowers libido.
- Effexor Not Working
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- To have positive thinking and truly believe in these thoughts results totally relieves depression, however maintaining positive thinking is easier said than done.
- Prozac Not Working
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Being able to talk openly about how you feel and not be judged can really help offload some negativity.
- Writing Working / Worked
- I blog when I feel stressed. I dont write it for other people to read, I just use it as a way to vent and help clarify my thoughts. It works and can sometimes result in positive thoughts.
Close Phobia
Type: Social PhobiaI have a fear of dying, which I control by locking the thoughts away in the back of my mind. Although it sounds unhealthy to bury a fear, all I know is, when I embrace the fear I am left feeling panicked, constantly crying and in an overwhelming state of despair. It goes miles beyond a more typical phobia in my opinion as there is no physical way to avoid it. Instead I must mentally avoid it.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- My counsellor had no idea how to help this issue and dangerously kept trying to bring the fearful thoughts to the surface which did little but make me extremely depressed and panicked. I believe something like this would be better dealt with by a specialist if such a thing existed.
Open Dry Eyes
I suffer from eye pain with has had a detrimental effect on my life, career and hobbies. Its a problem I experience daily and although diagnosed as dry eyes by one specialist, several other specialists have diagnosed it as something else or don't know.
Open Breakups & Divorce
My ex broke up with me a few years ago after a 5 year relationship. I don't know if I'll ever fully get over it.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Not Working
- Support Groups Not Working
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Time Working / Worked
