spazz836's Journal

well something bad happened,i got a new bassethound and her name is daisy,she was 10 weeks old,i also got her 2 bros,well on thursday night her bro luke and her went through the fence and into the neighbors yard the neighbor brought back luke,so we went looking for daisy,teh neighbor turned on her pool light and there daisy was,at the bottom of teh pool,she drowned..she was in there for about 2 hours,it was too dark outside and she couldnt see so she just fell in,i cant believe it,she was everything to me,everytime wen people were mean to me at skool wen i got home she was tha first one at the door,i miss her soo much,i cant focus in skool or anything,i cant stop thinkin bout her,everytime i try to think of the good memories,i think about how much she probably suffered:( i think about her every second of the day,i always question wat could i have done different,like wat if i kept an eye on her? maybe this wouldnt have happened:) i just dont know wat to do anymore