spazz836
6:57pm, October 9, 2009
my ex is a piece of shit! he treats me soo bad,he is sayin i wont find nobody better,he makes me feel like im nothing! i dnt know wat to do,and i want a serious relationship,i dnt wanna just sleep around u know? obviously im not doin a very good job at finding some1:( i should just give up,i do like some1 but he will never like me and there will never be a chance, i have developed feelings 4 some1 on here,but that cant go anywere cause we R soooo far away! ugh i just dnt know wat to do,well im still SINGLE! hahahaha
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well something bad happened,i got a new bassethound and her name is daisy,she was 10 weeks old,i also got her 2 bros,well on thursday night her bro luke and her went through the fence and into the neighbors yard the neighbor brought back luke,so we went looking for daisy,teh neighbor turned on her pool light and there daisy was,at the bottom of teh pool,she drowned..she was in there for about 2 hours,it was too dark outside and she couldnt see so she just fell in,i cant believe it,she was everything to me,everytime wen people were mean to me at skool wen i got home she was tha first one at the door,i miss her soo much,i cant focus in skool or anything,i cant stop thinkin bout her,everytime i try to think of the good memories,i think about how much she probably suffered:( i think about her every second of the day,i always question wat could i have done different,like wat if i kept an eye on her? maybe this wouldnt have happened:) i just dont know wat to do anymore
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I am so so sorry. I lost my dog Winnie and a foster dog last year. I know how it feels at school to not be able to focus. If you need to talk I'm here for you.
i need some1 to talk 2...my bf just broke up wit me yesterday just because i wouldnt send him nasty pics of my self..he wanted me to bend over and just do really bad stuff,so i told him no and i said i thought he was different so hi exact quote was,"im breaking up with u,its not me its you" so i told him if he was really breaking up wit me and if we could give it one more shot but i dont wanna send thoses kinda pics,so he said ya im breaking up wit u if u dont send them to me....i am soo crushed i need someone to talk to,ughh im never gonna find a guy!!!!!!!!! no1 cares about me,so please message me and comment on my journal it will really help,oh and guys im single again!!!!! lol,so hit me up:)xoxo talk to every1 soon:)xoxoxoxo_ashley
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You were 110% right and he isn't worth your time. Acting like that and requesting you to degrade yourself that was is inexcusible. Be strong little one you are right, have hope there are good guys out there.
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Being single isn't necessarily a bad thing and from my point of view being is single is a lot better than dating a guy who obviously doesn't know how to treat a girl right. If he is your ex, try to ignore him. And for now, don't worry about finding another guy, when the right one comes around you'll know it.
GigiRose