Did I just Betray Him?
October 15, 2009 5:57pm
After Monday's episode of him staking out my work, then picking me up only to demand 30 dollars I think I finally turned on him, Oh there are so …
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lennea306
5:58pm, October 15, 2009
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About Me
lennea306
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About Me
I am 29 years old. I have two beautiful sons, Kiernon age 6 and Michael age 3 months. I work full time and long hours at a phone book company called The Local Pages, I have never been married due to unfortunate taste in men, and believe that life is full of possibilities it's just realizing I am worth that life, that has become my true test.
I am 29 years old. I have two beautiful sons, Kiernon age 6 and Michael age 3 months. I work full time and long hours at a phone book company called The Local Pages, I have never been married due to unfortunate taste in men, and believe that life is full of possibilities it's just realizing I am worth that life, that has become my true test.
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Interests
I am a co-dependent so my interests are what ever your interests are!!!!! lol
I am a co-dependent so my interests are what ever your interests are!!!!! lol
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whoa there lady take a breath!!!!
October 5, 2009 6:09pm
just lost it today, Mike came to me with the outrageous idea that hey, the church will put us up for a month in a house and then we have to come up …
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Scared and not far enough away
September 9, 2009 4:05pm
I left Mike right after surgery, I had my gall bladder removed and pretended that I needed to stay next door with my mom so she could look after me …
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salon treatment
June 3, 2009 4:32pm
I took myself to a salon last nigh, she did nothing for my hair it looks the same, but I did it for the first time in 29 years I finally just did it, …
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Little Love
It's hard, but you will gain much strength and your life will get soooo much better.
As you create healthy boundaries your paradigm of what is acceptable changes - for the better.
Hugs.
Rainbow
yes, do something for you. something real nice. dont worry about him, he is fine.
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Chocolate
hey , whats up? looks like your making real progress getting away from him. im so happy for you sweetie.....
Prayer
YOUR WORDS WERE THE TRUEST THAT I HAVE HEARD....SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE COME DOWN ON ME BECAUSE I JUST DIDNT PACK MY BAGS AND RUN TO A SHELTER ITS ALOT MORE THAN THAT....I HAVE FILED THE POLICE REPORTS TODAY AND A WARRANT WAS ISSUED...I SAW HIS COPPING DRUGS WHILE BEING DRIVEN HOME, HE LOOKED DEAD AT ME AND TURNED AWAY, THAT HURT ME SO BADLY...I SENT MESSAGES TO ALL HIS FRIENDS TO WARN HIM TO LEAVE THE CAR SOMEWHERE BECAUSE IT WAS REPORTED STOLEN...I CANNOT LOCK UP TO LEAVE MY HOUSE BECAUSE HE HAS THE KEYS AND HE TOOK ALL MY MONEY SO I CANNOT EVEN CHANGE THE LOCKS...MY FAMILY IS COLD AND DIDNT EVEN OFFER FOR ME TO STAY THERE TONITE...CRACK ADDICTION IS A LONELY ROAD, SO IS ANY ADDICTION,,,BUT CRACKHEADS SEEM TO HAVE LESS REMORSE THEN OTHER ADDICTS..MAYBE CUZ THE HIGH DOESNT LAST LONG AND THEY ARE CONSTANTLY CHASING IT...I DONT KNOW.....I DO KNOW THAT HE IS SCARED TO COME HERE BECAUSE HE KNOWSI HAVE NO KEYS AND HAD TO KEEP DOORS UNLOCKED WHEN I WENT TO WORK AND HE VERY WELL COULD HAVE COME IN HERE AND WIPED US OUT.....I MOVED OUT A FEW THINGS OF VALUE SO THAT HE DOESNT HAVE THAT OPPORTUNITY.....NOW, IS A WAITING GAME TO SEE WHATS NEXT..THANK YOU SO MUCH AND GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS
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Congrats
YOU ARE BRAVE AND I ADMIRE YOU......KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK....
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I come from an alcoholic family, my mother and father drank heavily all of my life, very abusive child hood, they are recently sober and it is wonderful, the father of my child Michael is in treatment for drug addiction to crack cocaine but is still very abusive, he stays sober for 3 months and then uses, all the while putting me through the ringer emotionally and financially, I am a co-dependent enabler desperately seeking courage and self esteem before I lose myself again, or will he change?
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- I have been in domestic violence victims counseling, after going through a domestic violence shelter when things got really tough with my parents, I found it very helpful at the time, but lost it some where seeking love and acceptance from my child's father
- Patience Not Working
- I know that I need to be patient with him while he seeks treatment for the 5 time this year, but I am taking care of our son, stranded at my parents house, taking a bus and being gone 12 hours a day working for 9 dollars an hour, and I am supposed to be this huge supportive dormant being putting up with the mood swings, abusive behavior, and I am so angry and hurt, I really just do not think he even cares, I need help, I can't hold my tongue for ever
- Psychotherapy Considering
- Talking Not Working
- no matter what I have gone through and what he has put me through, he situation is so much worse than mine, he reminds me daily, and he is a sales man so he thinks he can talk me into any thing when I try to discuss my feelings he becomes very critical of me, and well he is just plain mean!!!! the ladies here at work are supportive but they all have the same answer, leave his ass.
Close Trichotillomania (Hair Pulling)
Type: TrichotillomaniaI have been pulling my hair out since I was 9 years old, some days its easier to control other days it's not and a constant bald spot can always be found on the top of my head
Treatments
- Pataday Too Soon to Tell
- I used to be on many pills for this implusive disorder but as of now when I realize I am doing it I just tell myself to stop which does not work but at least I am aware of it
Open Codependency
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