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EddieCarey 
7:26am, July 19, 2009
Sorry I have not been around much for the last month or so. Life has been very trying. Started to realize that I am really depressed sleeping over 18 hours a day. Sometimes hurt too much to get up or find myself saying what's the use in even moving and go back to sleep.
I have been totally alone the last week, my son went on vacation with his mom. I thought it would be nice having time to myself. Completely alone except for my little dog, I find myself talking to her alot and she just has the look she wishes she could answer, she can tell I am depressed our pets can just tell, they know use very well.
I need to lie down again, maybe things will look better later, I just feel bad about and with everything right now, an so damn lonely.
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I'm up instead of sleeping and going over my profile and your post caught my eye. I can identify with the sleeping, depression, and back pain. I am laying on an icepack next to my sweet puppy on my couch in the den and wallowing in self-pity from hopelessness and loneliness. Can't seem to take that first step out of the house. Children and pets, the perfect antecdote to put a spark back when the flame is fading. Keep writing. You are helping others.
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