Been alittle distant
July 19, 2009 7:25am
Sorry I have not been around much for the last month or so. Life has been very trying. Started to realize that I am really depressed sleeping over 18 …
EddieCarey
7:26am, July 19, 2009
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EddieCarey
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About Me
Retired at 42 I love art computers and a CIW Professional
Retired at 42 I love art computers and a CIW Professional
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Trying times
July 12, 2009 8:08am
I have not been around, I've been mostly sleeping 20 hrs a day sometimes just can;t get up from pain or just don't want to just lay there …
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Journal Entry for July 1, 2009
July 1, 2009 4:46am
i want to write about the dream that keep waking me, i woke up and was trying to keep from throwing up thinking about it toooo …
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test, news, advice, side effects and illness
June 30, 2009 4:44am
Again today I called the testing lab, wanted to go over my results again.
The Blood serum test was infact positive, i can't believe it I …
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In my mind it's over, my body it's just beginning
June 28, 2009 9:56pm
I have spent last night, yesterday the night before and then the day before in bed unable to get up because of the pain. I was denied the meds that …
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A gentle hug left for you Eddie from JJ
I’m With You
I'm searching to see what I can find now. Hang inthere!!!!
I’m With You
How is your day going? How about all that bad weather here the other day, we had a tornado warning and my daughter wanted me to come into the half bath with them (where I send them for safety) and I was like, "you're kidding, i cant get on the floor", almost had to laugh. Did it get to bad at your house?
Rainbow
Thank you for listening and telling me your there with me. I feel lonely and like I am being chided by my husband. He really hurt my feelings bad. And now, he thinks I'm just throwing a fit.
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Hope you are doing ok, I see you have a sad face, pain is horrid, and it seems to pick good people to inhabit, hopefully one day they will find a cure for pain, and they wont put you through hell to get it!!! Cha xoxoxo
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Close Chronic Pain
I am am survivor of 4 major heart attacks now with a PM/defib, insulin dependant with chronic pain in my back with severe muscle pain and unending neurophthy that feels like I am sometimes on fire. This is now my first decade with these conditions and my first year on my own. These issues have helped lead to the end of a 23 year marriage as well as more than once my life and sadly a couple of time by choice. Nothing quick and easy, just a complete refusal to continue taking meds of any kind.
Treatments
- Cymbalta Not Working
- caused bleeding in colin
- Heat Not Working
- has never helped
- Hydrocodone Not Working
- took for over 3 years and it lost effect
- Lidoderm Not Working
- does not help deep pain
- Lyrica Working / Worked
- helps but is not very effective
- Marijuana Working / Worked
- has helped in the past but I choose not to go to jail, this is sad
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- I understand that this is good for some. But I relate my pain to sounds that are painfully loud and cannot concertrate on the simpleist of things at times
- Morphine Not Working
- simple has not pain relieving effect, causing itching in hands feet ears head and genitals cahsing scratching to the point of bleeding
- Naproxen Not Working
- cannot take NSAIDS due increased chance of bleeding and heart condition
- Nerve Blocks Somewhat Helpful
- they have caused more pain than experienced for the short term relief afterwards my doctor has discontinued them
- Neurontin Not Working
- simply has no effect
- Oxycodone Working / Worked
- they have vecome ineffective in relieving the pain
- TENS Not Working
- I can no longer use them due to my CRT-D implant
Close Diabetes Type 1
been a diabetic for the last 20 years, now on insulin
Treatments
- Insulin Pump Considering
- has been suggested to help control high blood sugar when out of control
- Lantus Working / Worked
- helps to lower my blood sugar to be controlled with Novolog
- NovoLog Working / Worked
- 3 daily injections
Open Pacemakers
Now on my 3rd implant with a terrible experience to start off with.
Open Life After Divorce
Trying to put together my life after a 23 year marriage. I am disabled but the worst part is I have forgotten what it is to be unmarried.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Not Working
- was discontinued by wife
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