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Monday, June 8, 2009

Ok I do not understand, can anyone tell me why I am not getting any friends here. Have I said inappropriate things and put people off ? I have tried to write people and give support,share my experiences and my own challenges as well and I just get nothing from anybody. Be honest what am I doing wrong here. It is pretty pathetic when I cannot even make friends on a online depression support group.

totally discouraged might as well put my head back in the sand I and my life are pointless useless and pathetic I cannot even make friends at a mental health online group.

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  1. whodimagine

    Two days now taking zoloft and whether psychosomatic or not I am feeling better already.I imagine at my lowest the day prior resuming meds that my brain chemistry was such at zero that any dose was like a drop of water in the desert. I am just relieved, although it is wierd hiding it from my wife and therapist who advocate that I do not need to do meds and that I can buck it without. Of course my meds doc did not agree and empathized with me that as strong as I have been, I just am tired of it all and they do not have to live in me induring the hardship. I am feeling relief and I think it is the meds, and maybe summer finnally here. Who knows it is good to feel clearer in my head and wake up with some moticum of looking forward to something worth living for. I can almost anticipate that by the fall semester I just may be able to re-enroll and might actually enjoy it a bit. Well see.Thanks to all here who post. whodi


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    To my friend little fairy and anyone ele's who find it of interest.I am a user of natural pathic medicine as well as allopathic and I believe in using both that they can compliment eachother. This was sent to me by my doctor of oriental medicine and accupuncturist,Ana Easter
    Subject: Fwd: folk medicine
    Date: Mon, 6 Jul 2009 15:41:20 -0600
    To: Ana Easter




    Bicarbonate Maple Cancer Treatment


    International Medical Veritas Association



    The bicarbonate maple syrup cancer treatment focuses on delivering
    natural chemotherapy in a way that effectively kills cancer cells but
    significantly reduces the brutal side effects experienced with most standard
    chemotherapy treatments. In fact so great is the reduction that the dangers
    are brought down to zero. Costs, which are a factor for the majority of
    people, of this particular treatment are nil. Though this cancer treatment
    is very inexpensive, do not assume it is not effective. The bicarbonate
    maple syrup cancer treatment is a very significant cancer treatment every
    cancer patient should be familiar with and it can easily be combined with
    other safe and effective natural treatments.



    This cancer treatment is similar in principle to Insulin Potentiation
    Therapy (IPT). IPT treatment consists of giving doses of insulin to a
    fasting patient sufficient to lower blood sugar into the 50 mg/dl. In a
    normal person, when you take in sugar the insulin levels go up to meet the
    need of getting that sugar into the cells. In IPT they are artificially
    injecting insulin to deplete the blood of all sugar then injecting the lower
    doses of toxic chemo drugs when the blood sugar is driven down to the lowest
    possible value. During the low peak, it is said that the receptors are more
    sensitive and take on medications more rapidly and in higher amounts.

    The bicarbonate maple syrup treatment works in reverse to IPT. Dr.
    Tullio Simoncini acknowledges that cancer cells gobbles up sugar so when you
    encourage the intake of sugar it's like sending in a Trojan horse. The sugar
    is not going to end up encouraging the further growth of the cancer colonies
    because the baking soda is going to kill the cells before they have a chance
    to grow. Instead of artificially manipulating insulin and thus forcefully
    driving down blood sugar levels to then inject toxic chemo agents we combine
    the sugar with the bicarbonate and present it to the cancer cells, which at
    first are going to love the present. But not for long!

    This treatment is a combination of pure, 100% maple syrup and baking
    soda and was first reported on the Cancer Tutor site. When mixed and heated
    together, the maple syrup and baking soda bind together. The maple syrup
    targets cancer cells (which consume 15 times more glucose than normal cells)
    and the baking soda, which is dragged into the cancer cell by the maple
    syrup, being very alkaline forces a rapid shift in pH killing the cell. The
    actual formula is to mix one part baking soda with three parts (pure,
    100%) maple syrup in a small saucepan. Stir briskly and heat the mixture for
    5 minutes. Take 1 teaspoon daily, is what is suggested by Cancer Tutor but
    one could probably do this several times a day.

    "There is not a tumor on God's green earth that cannot be licked with a
    little baking soda and maple syrup." That is the astonishing claim of
    controversial folk healer Jim Kelmun who says that this simple home remedy
    can stop and reverse the deadly growth of cancers. His loyal patients swear
    by the man they fondly call Dr. Jim and say he is a miracle worker. "Dr. Jim
    cured me of lung cancer," said farmer Ian Roadhouse. "Those other doctors
    told me that I was a goner and had less then six months to live. But the doc
    put me on his mixture and in a couple of months the cancer was gone. It did
    not even show up on the x-rays."

    Dr. Jim discovered this treatment accidentally somewhere in the middle
    of the last century when he was treating a family plagued by breast cancer.
    There were five sisters in the family and four of them had died of breast
    cancer. He asked the remaining sister if there was anything different in her
    diet and she told him that she was partial to sipping maple syrup and baking
    soda. Since then, reported by a newspaper in Ashville, North Carolina, Dr.
    Jim dispensed this remedy to over 200 people diagnosed with terminal cancer
    and amazingly he claims of that number 185 lived at least 15 more years and
    nearly half enjoyed a complete remission of their disease. When combined
    with other safe and effective treatments like transdermal magnesium therapy,
    iodine, vitamin C, probiotics and other items like plenty of good sun
    exposure, pure water and clay treatments we should expect even higher
    remission rates.



    It is very important not to use baking soda which has had aluminum
    added to it. The Cancer Tutor site reports that Arm and Hammer does have
    aluminum but the company insists that is not true. One can buy a product
    which specifically states it does not include aluminum or other chemicals.
    (e.g. Bob's Red Mill, Aluminum-Free, Baking Soda). Sodium bicarbonate is
    safe, extremely inexpensive and unstoppably effective when it comes to
    cancer tissues. It's an irresistible chemical, cyanide to cancer cells for
    it hits the cancer cells with a shock wave of alkalinity, which allows much
    more oxygen into the cancer cells than they can tolerate. Cancer cells
    cannot survive in the presence of high levels of oxygen. Studies have
    already shown how manipulation of tumor pH with sodium bicarbonate enhances
    some forms of chemotherapy. [iii]



    "The therapeutic treatment of bicarbonate salts can be administered
    orally, through aerosol, intravenously and through catheter for direct
    targeting of tumors," says oncologist Dr. Tullio Simoncini. "Sodium
    bicarbonate administered orally, via aerosol or intravenously can achieve
    positive results only in some tumors, while others - such as the serious
    ones of the brain or the bones - remain unaffected by the treatment."



    The maple syrup apparently enables and increases penetration of
    bicarbonate into all compartments of body, even those which are difficult or
    impossible to penetrate by other means. These compartments include the
    central nervous system (CNS), through the blood-brain barrier, joints, solid
    tumors, and perhaps even the eyes. IPT makes cell membranes more permeable,
    and increases uptake of drugs into cells. The maple syrup will make tissues
    more permeable, too. It will transport the bicarbonate across the
    blood-brain barrier and every other barrier in the body for sugar is
    universally needed by all cells in the body. The essence of IPT is that it
    allows cancer drugs to be given in a smaller dose, far less toxic to normal
    cells, while building up lethally toxic concentrations in cancer cells.
    Both IPT and bicarbonate maple syrup treatments use the rabid growth
    mechanisms of the cancer cell against them.



    Dr. Jim did not have contact with Dr. Simoncini and did not know that
    he is the only oncologist in the world who would sustain the combining of
    sugar with bicarbonate. Dr. Simoncini always directs his patients to
    dramatically increase sugar intake with his treatments but has never thought
    to mix the two directly by cooking them together. Because his treatments
    depend on interventionist radiologists who insert catheters to direct the
    bicarbonate as close to the affected area as possible, or physicians willing
    to do expensive intravenous treatments, I pushed bicarbonate up into the
    number six slot in the IMVA cancer protocol. With the discovery of Dr. Jim's
    work bicarbonate comes back into our number three spot right behind
    magnesium chloride and iodine.



    That number three slot for a brief time was held by hemp oil containing
    THC. The great advantage that maple syrup and bicarbonate treatment has over
    this type hemp oil is that it is legal thus easily obtainable. The two
    together, backed by a solid protocol of other nutritional substances makes
    winning the war on cancer almost a certainty. When using these substances it
    is safer to change one's vocabulary and not say one is treating and curing
    cancer. Far better to conceptualize that one is treating the infectious
    aspect of cancer, the fungus and yeast colonies and the yeast like bacteria
    that are the cause of TB.



    Dr. Simoncini says that, "In some cases, the aggressive power of fungi
    is so great as to allow it, with only a cellular ring made up of three
    units, to tighten in its grip, capture and kill its prey in a short time
    notwithstanding the prey's desperate struggling. Fungus, which is the most
    powerful and the most organized micro-organism known, seems to be an
    extremely logical candidate as a cause of neoplastic proliferation."



    pH of the blood is the most important factor to
    determine the state of the microorganisms in the blood.



    "Sodium bicarbonate therapy is harmless, fast and effective because it
    is extremely diffusible. A therapy with bicarbonate for cancer should be set
    up with strong dosage, continuously, and with pauseless cycles in a
    destruction work which should proceed from the beginning to the end without
    interruption for at least 7-8 days. In general a mass of 2-3-4 centimeters
    will begin to consistently regress from the third to the fourth day, and
    collapses from the fourth to the fifth," says Dr Simoncini.



    There are many ways to use sodium bicarbonate and it is a universal
    drug like iodine and magnesium chloride. Raising pH increases the immune
    system's ability to kill bacteria, concludes a study conducted at The Royal
    Free Hospital and School of Medicine in London. Viruses and bacteria that
    cause bronchitis and colds thrive in an acidic environment. To fight a
    respiratory infection and dampen symptoms such as a runny nose and sore
    throat, taking an alkalizing mixture of sodium bicarbonate and potassium
    bicarbonate will certainly help.



    The apple cider vinegar 1/4 teaspoon and 1/4 teaspoon baking soda taken
    2 times or more a day is another treatment as is lemon and baking soda, or
    lime and baking soda formulas. Perhaps honey could be substituted for maple
    syrup for those who live in parts of the world where maple syrup is not
    available but to my knowledge no one has experimented with this.





    Mark Sircus Ac., OMD
    Director International Medical Veritas Association
    http://www.imva.info
    http://www.magnesiumforlife.com
    http://www.winningcancer.com/



    This article is from the 850 page e-book
    Winning the War on Cancer .

    _____


    [i] The breakdown of glucose or glycogen produces lactate and hydrogen ions
    - for each lactate molecule, one hydrogen ion is formed. The presence of
    hydrogen ions, not lactate, makes the muscle acidic that will eventually
    halt muscle function. As hydrogen ion concentrations increase the blood and
    muscle become acidic. This acidic environment will slow down enzyme activity
    and ultimately the breakdown of glucose itself. Acidic muscles will
    aggravate associated nerve endings causing pain and increase irritation of
    the central nervous system. The athlete may become disorientated and feel
    nauseous.

    [ii] By buffering acidity in the blood, bicarbonate draws more of the acid
    produced within the muscle cells out into the blood and thus reduce the
    level of acidity within the muscle cells themselves.

    [iii] Enhancement of chemotherapy by manipulation of tumour pH. Raghunand
    N, He X, van Sluis R, Mahoney B, Baggett B, Taylor CW, Paine-Murrieta G, Roe
    D, Bhujwalla ZM, Gillies RJ. Arizona Cancer Center.




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    Subject: Fwd: folk medicine
    Date: Mon, 6 Jul 2009 15:41:20 -0600
    To: Ana Easter




    Bicarbonate Maple Cancer Treatment


    International Medical Veritas Association



    The bicarbonate maple syrup cancer treatment focuses on delivering
    natural chemotherapy in a way that effectively kills cancer cells but
    significantly reduces the brutal side effects experienced with most standard
    chemotherapy treatments. In fact so great is the reduction that the dangers
    are brought down to zero. Costs, which are a factor for the majority of
    people, of this particular treatment are nil. Though this cancer treatment
    is very inexpensive, do not assume it is not effective. The bicarbonate
    maple syrup cancer treatment is a very significant cancer treatment every
    cancer patient should be familiar with and it can easily be combined with
    other safe and effective natural treatments.



    This cancer treatment is similar in principle to Insulin Potentiation
    Therapy (IPT). IPT treatment consists of giving doses of insulin to a
    fasting patient sufficient to lower blood sugar into the 50 mg/dl. In a
    normal person, when you take in sugar the insulin levels go up to meet the
    need of getting that sugar into the cells. In IPT they are artificially
    injecting insulin to deplete the blood of all sugar then injecting the lower
    doses of toxic chemo drugs when the blood sugar is driven down to the lowest
    possible value. During the low peak, it is said that the receptors are more
    sensitive and take on medications more rapidly and in higher amounts.

    The bicarbonate maple syrup treatment works in reverse to IPT. Dr.
    Tullio Simoncini acknowledges that cancer cells gobbles up sugar so when you
    encourage the intake of sugar it's like sending in a Trojan horse. The sugar
    is not going to end up encouraging the further growth of the cancer colonies
    because the baking soda is going to kill the cells before they have a chance
    to grow. Instead of artificially manipulating insulin and thus forcefully
    driving down blood sugar levels to then inject toxic chemo agents we combine
    the sugar with the bicarbonate and present it to the cancer cells, which at
    first are going to love the present. But not for long!

    This treatment is a combination of pure, 100% maple syrup and baking
    soda and was first reported on the Cancer Tutor site. When mixed and heated
    together, the maple syrup and baking soda bind together. The maple syrup
    targets cancer cells (which consume 15 times more glucose than normal cells)
    and the baking soda, which is dragged into the cancer cell by the maple
    syrup, being very alkaline forces a rapid shift in pH killing the cell. The
    actual formula is to mix one part baking soda with three parts (pure,
    100%) maple syrup in a small saucepan. Stir briskly and heat the mixture for
    5 minutes. Take 1 teaspoon daily, is what is suggested by Cancer Tutor but
    one could probably do this several times a day.

    "There is not a tumor on God's green earth that cannot be licked with a
    little baking soda and maple syrup." That is the astonishing claim of
    controversial folk healer Jim Kelmun who says that this simple home remedy
    can stop and reverse the deadly growth of cancers. His loyal patients swear
    by the man they fondly call Dr. Jim and say he is a miracle worker. "Dr. Jim
    cured me of lung cancer," said farmer Ian Roadhouse. "Those other doctors
    told me that I was a goner and had less then six months to live. But the doc
    put me on his mixture and in a couple of months the cancer was gone. It did
    not even show up on the x-rays."

    Dr. Jim discovered this treatment accidentally somewhere in the middle
    of the last century when he was treating a family plagued by breast cancer.
    There were five sisters in the family and four of them had died of breast
    cancer. He asked the remaining sister if there was anything different in her
    diet and she told him that she was partial to sipping maple syrup and baking
    soda. Since then, reported by a newspaper in Ashville, North Carolina, Dr.
    Jim dispensed this remedy to over 200 people diagnosed with terminal cancer
    and amazingly he claims of that number 185 lived at least 15 more years and
    nearly half enjoyed a complete remission of their disease. When combined
    with other safe and effective treatments like transdermal magnesium therapy,
    iodine, vitamin C, probiotics and other items like plenty of good sun
    exposure, pure water and clay treatments we should expect even higher
    remission rates.



    It is very important not to use baking soda which has had aluminum
    added to it. The Cancer Tutor site reports that Arm and Hammer does have
    aluminum but the company insists that is not true. One can buy a product
    which specifically states it does not include aluminum or other chemicals.
    (e.g. Bob's Red Mill, Aluminum-Free, Baking Soda). Sodium bicarbonate is
    safe, extremely inexpensive and unstoppably effective when it comes to
    cancer tissues. It's an irresistible chemical, cyanide to cancer cells for
    it hits the cancer cells with a shock wave of alkalinity, which allows much
    more oxygen into the cancer cells than they can tolerate. Cancer cells
    cannot survive in the presence of high levels of oxygen. Studies have
    already shown how manipulation of tumor pH with sodium bicarbonate enhances
    some forms of chemotherapy. [iii]



    "The therapeutic treatment of bicarbonate salts can be administered
    orally, through aerosol, intravenously and through catheter for direct
    targeting of tumors," says oncologist Dr. Tullio Simoncini. "Sodium
    bicarbonate administered orally, via aerosol or intravenously can achieve
    positive results only in some tumors, while others - such as the serious
    ones of the brain or the bones - remain unaffected by the treatment."



    The maple syrup apparently enables and increases penetration of
    bicarbonate into all compartments of body, even those which are difficult or
    impossible to penetrate by other means. These compartments include the
    central nervous system (CNS), through the blood-brain barrier, joints, solid
    tumors, and perhaps even the eyes. IPT makes cell membranes more permeable,
    and increases uptake of drugs into cells. The maple syrup will make tissues
    more permeable, too. It will transport the bicarbonate across the
    blood-brain barrier and every other barrier in the body for sugar is
    universally needed by all cells in the body. The essence of IPT is that it
    allows cancer drugs to be given in a smaller dose, far less toxic to normal
    cells, while building up lethally toxic concentrations in cancer cells.
    Both IPT and bicarbonate maple syrup treatments use the rabid growth
    mechanisms of the cancer cell against them.



    Dr. Jim did not have contact with Dr. Simoncini and did not know that
    he is the only oncologist in the world who would sustain the combining of
    sugar with bicarbonate. Dr. Simoncini always directs his patients to
    dramatically increase sugar intake with his treatments but has never thought
    to mix the two directly by cooking them together. Because his treatments
    depend on interventionist radiologists who insert catheters to direct the
    bicarbonate as close to the affected area as possible, or physicians willing
    to do expensive intravenous treatments, I pushed bicarbonate up into the
    number six slot in the IMVA cancer protocol. With the discovery of Dr. Jim's
    work bicarbonate comes back into our number three spot right behind
    magnesium chloride and iodine.



    That number three slot for a brief time was held by hemp oil containing
    THC. The great advantage that maple syrup and bicarbonate treatment has over
    this type hemp oil is that it is legal thus easily obtainable. The two
    together, backed by a solid protocol of other nutritional substances makes
    winning the war on cancer almost a certainty. When using these substances it
    is safer to change one's vocabulary and not say one is treating and curing
    cancer. Far better to conceptualize that one is treating the infectious
    aspect of cancer, the fungus and yeast colonies and the yeast like bacteria
    that are the cause of TB.



    Dr. Simoncini says that, "In some cases, the aggressive power of fungi
    is so great as to allow it, with only a cellular ring made up of three
    units, to tighten in its grip, capture and kill its prey in a short time
    notwithstanding the prey's desperate struggling. Fungus, which is the most
    powerful and the most organized micro-organism known, seems to be an
    extremely logical candidate as a cause of neoplastic proliferation."



    pH of the blood is the most important factor to
    determine the state of the microorganisms in the blood.



    "Sodium bicarbonate therapy is harmless, fast and effective because it
    is extremely diffusible. A therapy with bicarbonate for cancer should be set
    up with strong dosage, continuously, and with pauseless cycles in a
    destruction work which should proceed from the beginning to the end without
    interruption for at least 7-8 days. In general a mass of 2-3-4 centimeters
    will begin to consistently regress from the third to the fourth day, and
    collapses from the fourth to the fifth," says Dr Simoncini.



    There are many ways to use sodium bicarbonate and it is a universal
    drug like iodine and magnesium chloride. Raising pH increases the immune
    system's ability to kill bacteria, concludes a study conducted at The Royal
    Free Hospital and School of Medicine in London. Viruses and bacteria that
    cause bronchitis and colds thrive in an acidic environment. To fight a
    respiratory infection and dampen symptoms such as a runny nose and sore
    throat, taking an alkalizing mixture of sodium bicarbonate and potassium
    bicarbonate will certainly help.



    The apple cider vinegar 1/4 teaspoon and 1/4 teaspoon baking soda taken
    2 times or more a day is another treatment as is lemon and baking soda, or
    lime and baking soda formulas. Perhaps honey could be substituted for maple
    syrup for those who live in parts of the world where maple syrup is not
    available but to my knowledge no one has experimented with this.





    Mark Sircus Ac., OMD
    Director International Medical Veritas Association
    http://www.imva.info
    http://www.magnesiumforlife.com
    http://www.winningcancer.com/



    This article is from the 850 page e-book
    Winning the War on Cancer .

    _____


    [i] The breakdown of glucose or glycogen produces lactate and hydrogen ions
    - for each lactate molecule, one hydrogen ion is formed. The presence of
    hydrogen ions, not lactate, makes the muscle acidic that will eventually
    halt muscle function. As hydrogen ion concentrations increase the blood and
    muscle become acidic. This acidic environment will slow down enzyme activity
    and ultimately the breakdown of glucose itself. Acidic muscles will
    aggravate associated nerve endings causing pain and increase irritation of
    the central nervous system. The athlete may become disorientated and feel
    nauseous.

    [ii] By buffering acidity in the blood, bicarbonate draws more of the acid
    produced within the muscle cells out into the blood and thus reduce the
    level of acidity within the muscle cells themselves.

    [iii] Enhancement of chemotherapy by manipulation of tumour pH. Raghunand
    N, He X, van Sluis R, Mahoney B, Baggett B, Taylor CW, Paine-Murrieta G, Roe
    D, Bhujwalla ZM, Gillies RJ. Arizona Cancer Center.




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Journal Entry for May 26, 2009 Mood
Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Not such a good day. It has been raining everyday and overcast for so many days and is muddy everywhere. Have a large order and I have been trying to keep upbeat but with the generator acting up today it sent me over the edge. I just feel like I can't take it anymore and that my putting off returning to the doc for meds is a concern now. I seem to be spiraling downward further into depression in spite of my attempts to brake or offset it is like my brain is determined to descend into a pit of depression. Along with regret for everything... and then some guilt for things I ought not, boredom powerlessness oh and unbelievably still waiting for this law suit to be done. I do not get it I used to be able to pull myself up by my boot straps or throw more "{work out", at things or my mood and now I just feel exausted and pessimistic," why bother".

All this is even more depressing because at least I used to have vigor for life or some get up and go and now just blah.

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    today was better because the sun was out. what a relief, but I felt really badly anxiety and so i took the day off. Layed in the sun,took a bath and even did some yoga that helped finnally relieve some of the anxiety. Running and walking the dog earlier did not even relieve and I had the chest pain level really intense. Has been a long time since I was in this kind of state. I have a pretty could idea of the triggers and why could have happened. I finnally made the doctor appointment but it is a 2 week wait now. whew! whodi


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