Really strong on the outside but totally torn and broken on the inside. Great at helping and taking care of others, but not at taking care of myself; Civil Rights and social justice activist/freak.
Really strong on the outside but totally torn and broken on the inside. Great at helping and taking care of others, but not at taking care of myself; Civil Rights and social justice activist/freak.
teaching, softball, counseling, civil rights, social justice, equality, Running, reading, writing, comforting, supporting
teaching, softball, counseling, civil rights, social justice, equality, Running, reading, writing, comforting,
September 28, 2009 1:48am
so today has been 156 days since I last SI, and its been a long time since I've just had the urge to do it, but today more than ever Ive been …
July 8, 2009 3:28pm
Where My Silence EndsA time comes when silence is betrayal,When Barbie’s become Beauty's restrained portrayal.But it’s a gilded …
July 8, 2009 2:56pm
So I'm really freaked out. the nutritionalist just told me there is a really good chnace that after my next blood work i'll be admitted to …
July 5, 2009 4:03pm
So on Thursday I reached out and tried again and it was great until I messed it all up this weekend. On thurs I talked with a really good …
Aww I'm sorry hun, I'm here anytime you need to talk okay? Things have been kinda rough for me too, it sucks. Your in my prayers. *hugs*
Hi there! Big hugs! I hope all is well. xxx
I'm sorry for you loss hun, I know how it feels to lose a parent :( I lost my mom a year and 5 months ago and I think I'm still in shock. I'm doing ok, just been kinda depressed and I havent been sleeping good lately. But hopefully I can get some sleep tonight. I hope your having a good weekend! (((hugs)))
Hi there :) *hugs* How are you?
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technically I don't know my actual diagnosis, but its primarily restricting and over exersizing, recently become addicted to diet pills too. I've been good about avoiding the gym, but still working on NOT restricting. Struggling now that I'm back home after a yr away at school. Recently developed a prob with purging when I do "too well" on some days. Really appreciate any support. Trying really hard to get a handle on this and return to the happy life I had
started self injuring 5 or 6 years ago and stopped for a while but it went off and on throughout my last couple years in high school and particularly through college. Lately it's very much connected to my Eating Dissorder, but I'm really trying to stop. I'm tired of hidin scars and scabs and lying to those that I love. Really looking for support.
I've lost A LOT of people that were very close to me over the last few years, and though I often convince myself and others I'm fine, I know I'm not as I often struggle to grasp the idea that they are gone and that I need to move on.
I've lost A LOT of friends and relatives over the last few years and each time it gets harder and harder. I convince others and myself that I'm fine but I just can't seem to get over any of them. recently my dad died and I'm REALLY struggling with dealing with it.
the academics in college were not nearly as difficult as I expected but the stress and anxiety that accompany the social stresses and due dates and extremety of value on assignments was far more difficult than I imagined.
I lost A LOT of very special people in my life in quite a short period of time and most were very unexpected. The large quantity and unexpected (particularly a murder) have left me w/ptsd and my family doesnt understand or beleive the diagnosis. Just here to feel less alone and both recieve and offer support if possible i guess
My father committed suiicide two days ago and it's taken a toll on me entire family. It was completely unexpected, no note, no out of the ordinary good byes, nothing. It's absolutely killing me in the moments I beleive it. I haven't slept since, and really feeling like it's my fault.
