dragonfyre's Journal

Have been fairly silent lately. I'm currently in Canada and the computer here has had some real problems so the net hasn't been available. So far as my cousins death is concerned, while it was sudden and toatally unexpected I am dealing wih it. Mostly I was there there for her sisters and mom. While it hurts I know that dealth is a part of life and very little we can do about it. We try to comfort the ones left behind and hope they find some closure regardless of the form it may take.

Currently I am trying to oversome a serious brain fart. I seem to be having some trouble focusing on work that needs to be done. I will take a crack at it again shortly. My biggest problem is the frustration over not being able to be of any real emotional help to the woman I love and it gets rough when no mater what I do it seems to be wrong.

The physical pain has been bad and is affecting my sleep as well as my mood, not good. Hopefully it will inprove in the near future.