bunnydasher's Journal

I have been feeling really bummed lately.  I guess I expected more of out my life than what I have and it's just a reality check of who I really am and what I've really become.  I have always imagined my life to be something of greatness.  I have always pictured myself as someone great and powerful, and I guess in my own small way I am.  But not on a large scale and that's what's got me the most bummed.  As a human being, I'm missing the most basic of human needs in my life.  The need to feel loved and wanted.  The fact that I'm sitting here alone typing this message, is proof that no one thinks I'm good enough to even have as a friend.  I don't know.....I guess I should just lay down and execpt the fact that I will always be a loser and a nobody?  You know...if only I had one person standing in my corner cheering me on.....it would really help.....