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Jaelin 
Honestly I dont know what to do.. I so wanted this time to be different for his behaviors to change, for him to start showing me love and appeciation.. Please God help me to be strong.. help him to take the wool out of his eyes. I want my bf back. Im tired of being second place, and tired of giving and not getting back. Im tired and I want to feel loved by him the way that I show him I love him. Im tired of being the strong one. :(
Does he know how scared I am for him, does he care, does he know how much I love him, does he care. Does he know that staying with him is breaking my heart everyday. Does he know that there is a better way.. He is so smart God, so beautiful, so determined, please help him to turn his life around, does he know that life isnt so bad, that he isnt a bad person, help him to realize he can deal and learn and do well. You gave him his strengths God, please remind him of what they are.
