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Thanks purplecat for your message. I haven't written in my journal because there is too much to say - none of which i feel like saying. Although I know of the importance to do so. I have not gambled for one month and several days. I feel a great deal of anger about everything. I work with a particular person who is very manipulative and actually just a complete and absolute liar. There have been many complaints about her and the Director I believe is going to act on this. However, in the meantime my team have had to take the brunt of her lies and accusations and I am in no good mind space to do so. Did not go to work yesterday or today and know also that that is not the answer. But in part i do not trust myself to keep calm. Anyway I think I get hypersensitive about work sometimes, because it is the one place in my life I have excelled... Everything else well!!
Anyway hope everyone else is doing well.....
Lots of Love!!
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Realizing your limitations and what you can and can't deal with is a very good thing. Keeping yourself safe is very important. Sometimes you just have to step back and have someone else deal with the crap. You can't make yourself crazy over someone else. It's ok to take care of yourself first. You need to....after all who else will? I truly hope things get resolved quickly with that person at work. Congrats on keeping gf throughout all the turmoil. That shows just how strong you are. Try to have a good day :)
purplecat