Journal Entry for May 14, 2009
May 14, 2009 12:50am
ON FEB 5 2009 MY 13 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER AND I FOUND SOMEONE DEAR TO US PASSED AWAY IN THE SHOWER FROM A BRAIN ANURYSM....ON FEB 25 WHEN I WAS AT WORK I …
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Kristyhaspanic
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About Me
Kristyhaspanic
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About Me
I am a 34 year old mother of two who has been suffering from severe panic disorder which has lead to agoraphobia and I feel like I am such a faliure, Im afraid to take medication except the ativan and Im so depressed over this.I dont trust doctors that much and Im in constant fear I dont know what to do.
I am a 34 year old mother of two who has been suffering from severe panic disorder which has lead to agoraphobia and I feel like I am such a faliure, Im afraid to take medication except the ativan and Im so depressed over this.I dont trust doctors that much and Im in constant fear I dont know what to do.
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Tattoos, music of all kinds and my kids..I just havent been able to enjoy any thing in the last 3 months and I really want my life back!
Tattoos, music of all kinds and my kids..I just havent been able to enjoy any thing in the last 3 months
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Hey sweetheart,
How have you been?
Any changes in medication; found something that is working for you? Ive been thinking of you. Hope all is well. Much love
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Hang in there. You have people here that are happy to listen and give our support. If you keep trying, things will eventually get better.
Get Well Soon!
hope u feel better i am here for u
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Im so sorry..Im very depressed also..is there anything i can do for you?
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Best you can do is keep trying. Don't keep your problems to yourself. Drop a line if you need.
Chad
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Close Panic Attacks
I had a panic attack on Feb 25,2009 I was at work and havent been back since.I have chronic anxiety and panic attacks all the time yet Im afraid to take medicine except ativan...I now have developed agoraphobia and Im scared to be alone in my own house or anywhere.I am a mother of two and I feel like such a faliure.
Treatments
- Ativan Somewhat Helpful
- I take .25mg morning,noon and night its helping some but I am so depressed all I want to do is lay around.
- BuSpar Not Working
- Made me feel wierd I didnt like it plus I still had panic attacks.
- Effexor Not Working
- I tried generic Effexor a few weeks back and thought I was going to die.I had a feeling like icy hot was all over my body,I had chills that hurt,diareah,threw up,the shakes it lasted over 18 hours.
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Havent started yet although I do have an appointment made.
- Xanax Somewhat Helpful
- It dont help me like ativan...at all
- Lexapro Not Working
- I took it yesterday around dinner time by midnight my chest felt so strange like it was hot but cold it was so scary I ended up having to take 4 ativans between midnight and seven this morning then I woke up at eleven in a state of panic I hated it and I still dont feel right and this was on the lowest dose there is.I hate pills!!!!
Close Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
I HAD A PANIC ATTACK ON FEB 25,2009 WHICH HAS LEAD TO AGORAPHOBIA AND THE EXTREME FEAR OF BEING BY MYSELF.I WONT DRIVE OR GO ANYWHERE WITHOUT SOMEONE WITH ME AND WHEN IM HOME I NEED SOMEONE THERE IM IN CONSTANT FEAR THAT SOMETHING BAD IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME.IM A 34 YEAR OLD MOTHER OF TWO AND I FEEL SO HELPLESS.
