i hate my life
November 28, 2009 9:15pm
As i thought things are getting better they seem to get worse. My ex husband is controlling every bit of my life and won't let me have my …
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helpmeplease29
4:14pm, November 2, 2009
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About Me
helpmeplease29
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I love to bowl, work on crafts, and do genelaogy. I love all three of my kids and I love being with them.
I love to bowl, work on crafts, and do genelaogy. I love all three of my kids and I love being with them.
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helpmeplease29 wrote a journal entry: i hate my life 9:15pm
As i thought things are getting better they seem to get worse. My ex husband is controlling every bit…
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helpmeplease29 turned 31 12:00am
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May 23, 2009 11:11pm
Starting to build a good relationship with my ex-husband. As long as he doesn't get me upset we will be fine. I just wish that he would put our …
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I'm still here just a new person
February 24, 2009 11:33pm
Since my last entry in here last year, I have been doing a lot of soul serching and being happy. I don't let a lot of things bother me anymore. I …
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Journal Entry for June 29, 2008
June 29, 2008 11:07pm
Well long time no talking. I've been pretty busy with work and my ex husband thinks that I need anger help. He had taken me back to court and …
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Journal Entry for December 22, 2007
December 22, 2007 9:52pm
Well things seem to get better. This guy who I"ve been seeing we have some weird times that we can be together. People say how we do it but if …
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Support Groups
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
I admit that I was abuse an girlfriend. I had a bad past that he found out that I was still doing during the 1st part of our relationship. He went through my things & found out everything. Now we have a child together & he wants 2 take him away from me. I admit that I did hit my b-friend several of times but he tried 2 control me. Help me. Im trying everything 4 him to see that I can do this but I can't deal with the presure & I don't want 2 lose my son because if this goes 2 court then I will.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- I hate being verbal abuse it hurts and tears me up and trying just make that go away.
- Writing Working / Worked
- I enjoy writing. Because when I'm emotional I can't talk on whats on my mind. And with everything going on, it just makes it easier for me to write.
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- Bowling is a way that I can get my emotions out and I can do it as hard as I need to. It helps with a target.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Been thinking of positive things that will not make me do the same mistake
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionLiving with the lonely past that I lived causes me to think abouut all day. I will go into a depression mood and dont want to come out of it. There is days that I don't want to talk to anyone but I can't get myself to do that. Its hurt the ones that I love very much. .
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- I hate being this way but when I try it always makes me to be a good person
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Talking to new people and friends is helping me get through depression. They always find away to get me out of this.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Writing on my I'm in depression helps me that life is out there and not in depression mode
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Thinking of things that are important to me in life
Open Back Pain
I started to have really bad back pain last year. It started small then one day I was taking my son to school got out of my truck and I was stuck. I cried so bad because it felt like I was paralized. Went to the doctor and he told me that i had heranated dics on my back and it can cause your back to swell up. So was I was 3 meds (which helped so much can't be without them). Now I just take them when I need them and just take it easy threw the times that it hurts.
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- Cry because of my back pain and it hurts
Open Single Parenting
I am a single parent of 3 children 6, 7 and 6 months. My two older children is from a divorce and my 6 month old is from an ex boyfriend that we are fighting custody over.
Treatments
- Writing Working / Worked
- Writing everything down in my journal helps me understand on what I did and reminds me of my children and to change my ways.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- That I have a wonderful friend who loves my boys are is there for them through this time.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Helps when I need to find and writing makes it easier. Then its easier for me to go back and look at it at a later date.
Open Sudden Infant Death Syndrome (SIDS)
: I have lost a child to SIDSI lost my daughter to SIDS on October 23, 1999. She was a month old but it was a scary day to wake up in the morning. I had shut everyone out in my life including family for a while. I still by things for her on her birthday and christmas to help cope. But it works for me and letting my other chldren no that there big sister is a angel all the time.
Treatments
- Writing Working / Worked
- I would write the memories about her and the times that we had. I never packed away any pictures because she is part of my life. Buying things that she would enjoy still, its hard but it takes time to get over.
Open Children Of Divorced Parents
helpmeplease29 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Healthy Relationships
helpmeplease29 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Loneliness
helpmeplease29 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Parenting 'Tweens (9-12)
I have a 9 year old that rather be with his mom then his dad. I'm his mom and I always put my kids before our relationship but his dad has them second now what??
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
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