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EmmyK 
12:45pm, November 3, 2009
There is so much to say about my life the past few days. So much has happened.
Well first off; I wont be able to update you guys about my grandfather anymore in my journals. If your a really good friend. Message me about it and I will explain to you what is going on. But the thing is; that I wouldnt put it past him to make an account on here and try to get information and I have been warned by the police about this and it got me thinking that I should be more careful. I dont want to blow my case. I'm not saying I dont trust you guys but its pretty easy to make an account and pretend to be someone. And I'm going to be honest; when people dont have pictures it does freak me out. Cause I have to wonder if you say who you really are. So I'm just trying to be more careful. I have to look out for myself. So I hope everybody understands that. :)
Most of you guys know. I will be in the Miss Tennessee USA pageant. So I am on a high protein diet. Eating the most healthy foods. My diet is the same everyday. LOTS OF WATER. LOTS OF VEGGIES AND PROTEIN. NO SALT. NO SWEETS. NO CAFFEINE. NO CHEATING
If anybody wants to know what I'm following; I'll be happy to give you the diet program. I think my body is getting use to eating healthy and I'm having withdrawls and its making me a little crabby. :( I also now have a pageant coach. I see her once a week. She works me hard. I also have hired a personal trainer. Who I will see once a week. He kicks my butt in the gym. I see him again tuesday. I have been raising sponsership money every single day. Pageants are very expensive. I have to buy an evening gown, swimsuit, interview outfit, opening number outfit, work out clothes for the pageant, extra clothes to wear while im there, I have to get some headshots taken, pay for the pageant coach, pay for the personal trainer, pay for all this healthy food, pay for the pageant weekend, and a ton of other stuff. But Im super excited. Very pumped for this pageant. I have been talking with lots of people who have been in pageants before or who have even won. Done some networking and set up a few lunches to talk with some people. =) So everything is great there. Im just very tired and sore.
When it comes to the boyfriend. We are pretty good. Sometimes I cant handle the jealous behavior. But I act that way too. Not much to say about that. Everything is good. I just worry. But who doesnt?!
Hope everyone is doing well!
LOVE YOU ALL!
EMILY
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I am so proud of you Em. and i'm so happy things are getting better, i love seeing you so happy, that makes me happy, that gives me hope.
You have my support, i'l always have your back.
when is the pagent?
love you baby girl :)
ItalianChicka
hope u can put that past u. must be hard. the pageant sounds interesting . lots to do. that will fill good to accomplish. don't worry about the boy friend. well take care.
bipolarfolse
The pageant is Oct 1,2,3. VERY SOON! :)
Thanks sweetie. I will always have your back too. DO HAVE HOPE AND NEVER GIVE UP!
love you sweetheart
thanks...you take care also
EmmyK
Emms, I am sooooo proud of you and how far you've come. Those words you wrote in your journal just ooze happiness. Also, better safe then sorry when it comes to the sharing of information. I'd hate for your case to be jeopardized in any way. I like the new pic...beautiful as always darling. I mmmiiisssssss chatting with you. I hope to be able to soon. Big Hugs!
Jeff^~
LoneShooter
Hey Emily, so proud of you, you are srriously kicking butt, looks like you had a plan of doing the pagent and now its coming to fruition. you know I think you are doing well, I hope in all this mayhem, you can chill because first of all you need to pagent free time but also to see how well you are doing. I understand about your grandfather, it would suck if you lost your case this way. well literllay I have written the dates in my dairy, i will be keeping everything crossed, good luck.......so proud of you.
ShazzerInc
U go girl!!! Ur goin great by the sounds of it! Keep up the good work. Mwah! xxx
nocope
You invite us to message you re. your pop, but how do you know if it is not him when he messages you as well?
It is great to hear of your thorough preparation for the pageant, you are now giving yourself every possible chance of winning it, and remember, no pain, no gain.
Jealousy is a very unhealthy emotion. It evokes a lack of trust in ones belief of anothers actions. It in fact however reveals that you can not be trusted when presented with the same set of circumstances.
If this fellow has you thinking this way then you need to do one of two things, look at yourself within, question why you feel this way and do not stop until you find the answer, or ditch him, because we both know of his track record.
Good luck on all fronts Em, I am sure you will get it all right sooner rather than later.
BeatinBP
Your an Inspiration. You have lifted my spirits. Best of Luck in the paegant. mind you when we put in the effort, no matter what the outcome, we can deservedly call ourselves a success.
soulman1