chelly6's Journal

well ive been away on holiday for 6 weeks, yes 6 weeks me the kids and my hubby.the weather has been great warm sunny a lovely relaxing time.hubby landed in hospital a couple of times but still got him back to rest and enjoy our time away,he is getting really poorly now but is fighting hard,well will this be our last holiday as a family i dont know but if it is well i know all the kids and me and my hubby has got good memories of it and loads of photos,our older ones well they are 18,19,and 20,there work let them have the time of so we could be a family so int that lovely of them.i am typing this now looking at my hubby thinking my god i love you,and im gonna tell you when you wake up,i know he will give me that smile saying love you to,i do think why why us its hard coping but i will always be smiling,underneath i dont but i just want more years but dont think im gonna get them now so the weeks months ive got im gonna be greatfull