Working diligently towards complete and constant inner happiness. Social butterfly who is usually smiling, but inside I feel like I am dying. Just recently broke up with my boyfriend and at a hopeless moment in my life. Just taking each day as it comes trying to rid myself of this need to be Miserable Addiction I have come to realize I have. Focus is to be a blessing to other's, this helps me heal and get better quicker.
Working diligently towards complete and constant inner happiness. Social butterfly who is usually smiling, but inside I feel like I am dying. Just recently broke up with my boyfriend and at a hopeless moment in my life. Just taking each day as it comes trying to rid myself of this need to be Miserable Addiction I have come to realize I have. Focus is to be a blessing to other's, this helps me heal and get better quicker.
Outdoor activites/festivals, traveling, meeting new people, working out, social events, happy hour/lounge spots, hiking, reading, and affirming.
Outdoor activites/festivals, traveling, meeting new people, working out, social events, happy hour/lounge
June 21, 2009 5:00pm
I have been feeling slightl nauseous all day, but not bad. I only felt nauseous the first day. What I did notice was that I have way more anxiety …
June 16, 2009 12:41pm
I was going to journal all that him and I have been through over the past week and I just don't want to put anymore energy towards it. Basically, …
June 8, 2009 3:38pm
We had a good weekend, up until Sunday when we were coming home. He did not respond the night before the way I wanted him to. I carried it over until …
where have you been need to talk to you i lost your phone number email it to me thanks for being there
Hey sweetie, how are you doing today?
Just want to give you a big hug and thank you once again for your support! I also wanted to find out how things are with you and your partner. I hope all is well. Lets talk soon. Stay strong!
hadn't seen you posting on the OCD site so i was checking to see if you were alright. hope your visit goes well with the psych. take care.
im in a good mood
Developed Emetophobia when I was 13 years old. I would not eat in fear of throwing up and did not go anywhere in public other than school in fear of seeing it or throwing up in public. I would eat my two bites of an apple and crackers in the bathroom during lunch time while at school. Went to counseling for a year and eventually forced myself not to be controlled by my phobia. I still have ritualistic behavior with it, where I still look for it and expect to see it wherever I go.
I have always been pretty athletic and I want to get back to that, but be in even better shape than I have ever been. I want lean definition. Working on a solid 10lbs of fat loss.
At a make it or break it point with my 3 year relationship. Our connection is amazing; my inner issues are damaging. What will win?
Because I have been bisexual for over 10 years and so is my ex.
