Journal

I am calming down. I never want to be put in that situation again. I keep telling my friends and family I can't handle crazy I have enough of my own. I am sorry that I have a brother that had to use me to do what he need to do. She got out to day. Instead of working on her problems she convinced them that nothing was wrong. This wasn't the first time that she has spoke of hurting her self and others it was the first time my brother believed she would do it. And after watching her all week I believed him. But that is no longer my problem. He didn't want to lose her so helped get her out. At least I got my guns out of her house before she got home I would hate for my brother to die at the end of my gun barrel. Thank you to every one who commented on my post would you forgive it helped and at the end of the day I will know I did every thing I could to save them if any thing happens.