WOW are you serious!
October 27, 2009 11:20pm
ok ok i've had it. why in the world did my electricity get cut off i mean i have been working with the worthless Department of …
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sammydaegg
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About Me
sammydaegg
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About Me
i am a customer advocate at AAA,i live with my boyfriend no kids, shy, to shy nice strong willed independant but not the best self esteem i am very critical of myself but give others second and third chances
i am a customer advocate at AAA,i live with my boyfriend no kids, shy, to shy nice strong willed independant but not the best self esteem i am very critical of myself but give others second and third chances
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JUST ANOTHER DAY
October 26, 2009 11:04pm
OK ME AND MY BOYFRIEND HAD THIS HUGE ARGUMENT PRETTY MUCH STARTING OUT WITH GOING TO SAVE A LOT AND GAS MONEY I WROTE ALREADY BUT MY …
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long time no see
October 24, 2009 12:13am
well once again it has been a minute since i have been on here. I have been really busy latley. I have papers on top of papers to do and i love …
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busy busy
October 1, 2009 12:13am
well i had to get on here and let everybody that im cool i have been really busy i stated school i want a month ago and i have been really busy …
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Journal Entry for August 30, 2009
August 30, 2009 8:12pm
wow i havent been on here in a while been trying to keep busy i would be on here more if only i could log on here at work this website is blocked but …
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Ray of Sunshine
aw im sorry to hear your having so many problems =( i hope things are better for you now...i didnt do anything for halloween either it was just one of those bad days for me...i hope things are fine with you now though and yes i would love to see you on the site more =) hows school going though? =)
Shout Out
hey girl,just checking in on you.I hope all is well.
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Hug
heya i havent heard from you in a while how are things going thansk for the hug =)
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Ray of Sunshine
I hope the sun is shinning on you.
Hug
Keep your head up.. And take things one day at a time. Stay strong.
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Close Epilepsy & Seizures
i have had epilepsy for 13 yrs wow thats a long time and it has been under control for just 6 years which is a blessing i have to say but i struggled a lot because of it not as much as others may have but i have struggled i dislocated my shoulder because of it but im used to it now thank god its under control
Treatments
- Depakote Not Working
- this medicine did not work at all for me i would have 1-2 sezures a week with this medicine and i was taking like 9 pills a day and it made my hair fall out
- Dilantin Somewhat Helpful
- this is the first medicine i was on it would work for like a year and then i would have a seizure which was so irritating cause i got epilpesy right after i got my license so i would go 6 month without driving because of seizure and then have one 6 months after that and it messed my teeth up not to bad but bad enough
- Tegretol Working / Worked
- this medicine is what has me seizure free for 6 years now have nothing but good things to say about it i do have low vitaming d because of this but its a quick fix i just take calcium with vitamin d in it
Close Financial Challenges
i live with my unemployed boyfriend and i love him dearly but every thing falls on me i have a car note my half of the rent and since january his half as well i buy the food, pay all the other bills and help him out as much as i can but with that being said i have very little of any for myself ever it is so overwhelming i get depressed about it angry but hey cant give up thats not in my nature i need extra money but i already work 40 hrs a week dont really want another job been there done that
Treatments
- Earn Money Considering
- it worked but it was too stressful on my body mind etc working 2 jobs just killed me i never had energy for anything now
Open Shyness
i have been painfully shy since i was little i hate it i have no friends now and i am not even that close to my family i even think i have forgot how to make friends i am always depressed and i feel like who would want to be around me i mean its like i am mute all the time i can talk when i have to go figure i talk to people all day at work but its just that i cant make connections long enough to make friends i am so lonely i get so sad so much
Treatments
- Pets Working / Worked
- oh i love animals i have a dog that is my best friend only problem is he cant talk back but he make me feel a lot less lonley
- Self-help Somewhat Helpful
- ive tried giving myself goals and it did work i have come a long way from when i was little but now it seems like im back stepping
- Singing Working / Worked
- oh i love singing i shine when i sing but i just dont do it as much as i used to when i was starting to get better
- Socializing Somewhat Helpful
- ive tried but it is always short lived or i end up being used because im kind hearted and forgiving so it just make me feel wothless end the end i do hve a boyfriend but one day in an argument he said that he dont bring me around because all i do is sit there and dont say nothing ouch... jerk
Open Loneliness
because im shy i dont have any friends and i am alwaya alone at work i dont talk to anyone and when i come home im all alone the worst is on the weekends when i see friends hanging together here i am all alone so i generally dont go anyhere and that makes me miserable i want friends and a social life but it is so hard for me to make connections with people and everyody i seem to make connections with now they always move out of the city or state
Open Healthy Relationships
i have been in this relationship for about 3yrs now and i am feeling neglected in it i love him but when i first met him he was stuck in the house because he did not have liscence now he does and he is always gone and i am always alone the thing is when he was down and out i sacraficed my friends and family time so that he would not feel so alone or bored now the tables turned and he says he loves me but we dont go anywhere or do anything we just sit in the house that is when he comes home
Treatments
- Patience Somewhat Helpful
- i have been so patient with him and understanding i will try to bend myself over backwards to make this work but i feel like its all one sided i cant say anything without him saying " see that why i dint want to come home", and then he tells me he does like home i cant tell
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- i have told him how things bother me all he says is im sorry like a broken record i love you or he acts like im just tripping and this does not exsist not true i am giving 110% and it seems like he giving me like what 75% n
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- i will write to him how things that he does bothers me and he will say how much i changed his life for the better but once again things will change for like a week and then rignt back to the same old bs
Open Healthy Sex
get a better understanding about sex and have a healthy and happy sexual life
Treatments
- Patience Not Working
- im tired of being patient that my boyfriend will take the drivers seat and surprie me i always know what is going happen and how its going to happen it almost makes me want to be like forget and get a dildo
Open Stress Management
to learn how to cope with the stress that i have lately it doesnt seem to get better and i am feeling worse and worse because of it
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