Journal Entry for April 22, 2009
April 22, 2009 8:52pm
pinky
9:32am, May 20, 2009
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About Me
pinky
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About Me
after many many months of trying to figure out what it is i have, i finally managed to get diagnosed...though i had to fight for it. i have hodgkin's lymphoma stage 3b. if you need a friend, or just feel like chatting, feel free to message me. i'm here to support anyone who needs it.xxxx
after many many months of trying to figure out what it is i have, i finally managed to get diagnosed...though i had to fight for it. i have hodgkin's lymphoma stage 3b. if you need a friend, or just feel like chatting, feel free to message me. i'm here to support anyone who needs it.xxxx
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Interests
anything really. i'm quite open minded and willing to try anything once ( within reason of course ).
anything really. i'm quite open minded and willing to try anything once ( within reason of course ).
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Journal
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im back...though not always online
April 3, 2009 9:03pm
im back...though im not always going to be online as im unwell.
i want to put all the upset from here behind me and start afresh... right now i …
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clarification
August 19, 2008 1:05pm
this is just a message to let everyone know that, as i said in my last few journals, i am no longer using this website with the journals.
as …
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This entry is private
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Hugbook
Hug
Gold Star
I do hope you are starting to feel better!!! I haven't chatted with you in a while, how are you doing?
Ray of Sunshine
Just wanted to say hi and see how everythings going... I hope you're keepin your head high these days my dear!
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Rainbow
I have been thinking about you all weekend. I hope to chat with you very soon.
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Hug
I've experienced more fear in the last 6 years than I can even describe... but I've learned that it is a waste of time. And life is way too short to live in fear! Be brave girl.. this will pass!
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Support Groups
Close Sarcoidosis
first joined this group when i thought i might have sarcoid. even thought i now know that's not the case i feel ive become too attached to this community, to suddenly leave.
Close Hodgkin's Lymphoma
Type: Nodular Sclerosisas you can see i#ve changed this bit....i do have hodgkin's...after some confusion and a lot of upset..they say stage 3b.
Treatments
- ABVD Not Working
- wish i never had it. almost a year since i was diagnosed...and im still in the same position i was then...only ive been through the horrible process of chemo.
- Chemotherapy Not Working
- obviously proved pointless for me.
Open Teens With Cancer
just been diagnosed with hodgkin's lymphoma stage 3b. having chemo at the moment.
Treatments
- ABVD Not Working
- felt awful almost instantly.. and burnt all my veins... almost a year on, im still in the same situation,....so i wouldnt really say it worked.
- Chemotherapy Not Working
- awful side effects...burnt all my veins... constant pain, sickness, the hair loss, the horrible smells and taste in ur mouth ...and all for nothing. i wish i never had this treatment. was all one big mistake. if i could go back and change anything, i would try out some alternative, natural treatments, before letting some hospital poison me for nothing.
Open Bone Marrow Transplant
i havn't had a transplant myself, but have many friends who have been through it, and i also have experience with almost going through one.
Open Family & Friends of Cancer Patients
i have cancer and also have a lot of friends with the disease.
Open Bereavement - Teens
nothing much to tell..just been through a lot and i guess its taking its tole on me
Treatments
- Keeping Busy Not Working
- nothing seems to work, and the more i try not to think about it, the worse it is when i remember again...
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- i can always talk to my mum about anything, and i tell her literally 100% of what i think...but at the end of the day, no one can do anything about it, and although she supports me and tries to make me see that its pointless to be scared, i still find myself feeling like im trapped.
Open Depression - Teen
things are just getting on top of me...i dont hve much of an appetitite, and i have to push myself to eat because my liver is failing. i cant even walk, thats what gets me down. 3 mnths ago i was walking like normal...
Open Cirrhosis
newly diagnosed, cause still unknown
