Julie2009's Journal

I am starting to think that everything is wrong with me.  The doctor asked me if I was having night sweats - (I'm not) but everytime I chew a nicorette gum I get a warm sensation and I start thinking it is from cancer.  He also asked me if I was losing weight - (I'm not) but I keep weighing myself everyday thinking I am losing weight.  Now I feel like I am always having breathing problems - OMG - maybe it was better if I didn't have the CT Scan.  This is just absolutely crazy - My husband told me if I keep the up - I will have a self fulfilling prophecy.  I am driving myself crazy.  Rapid heartbeat, crazy thoughts - cancer ??? Maybe I need to go to counseling???????????????

Why - why why?  I don't even know why I am saying why?  Am I going crazy ???

I think I need pyscological help!

Good night, Julie