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i am 40 something , and a single parent of a 13 yr old boy, , in 2006 my colon perferated and i had to have a ostomy pouch, it was reversed about 3 mths later.. hopeing to have a normal life , , it came loose, and i had to have more colon taken out an another oostomy pouch. sixmonths later it was reversed once more..and again i thought i would be able to live anormal life, in stead , i had a blood clot, so off to the hospital again, had a filter put in my artery and while thereso far thats 4 major operations, then, in dce24th 07 my colon died from all the surgery and burst again and i was trans ported out of st. to have the whole colon removed , so for almost 27 mths i was laid up in bed healing.. now i am trying to move on with my life, and ajust to havinga permanent ostomy.
i am 40 something , and a single parent of a 13 yr old boy, , in 2006 my colon perferated and i had to have a ostomy pouch, it was reversed about 3 mths later.. hopeing to have a normal life , , it came loose, and i had to have more colon taken out an another oostomy pouch. sixmonths later it was reversed once more..and again i thought i would be able to live anormal life, in stead , i had a blood clot, so off to the hospital again, had a filter put in my artery and while thereso far thats 4 major
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i like to ridde my 4 wheeler and shoot targets(no hunting for me))
my time here on this site was wonderfull, for a long time, now i find , that i really don't have a purpose to be here so i am deleting myselfto …
blessed are the days we are given, how we chosse them defines, us as a person, and where we shall live for eternity.
may god walk with you and …
blessed are the days we are given, how we chosse them defines, us as a person, and where we shall live for eternity.
may god walk with you and …
legend has it that St. Mary Magdalen went to Rome and met with the Emperor Tiberius to tell him about the Resurrection of Jesus. She held out an egg …
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I HAVE HAD DIVERTICULITIS WHITCH HAS CAUSED ME TO HAVE 5 OPERATIONS SINCE 06 THE LAST ONE THEY TOOK ALL MY COLON BUT 6 INCHES MAKING IT IMPOSSIBLIE TO REVERSRES THE ILIOSTOMY SO I WILL HAVE TO WEAR A BBAG ON MY SIDE FROM NOW ON , I DON'T NO HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS, I HAD 2 TEMPERARAY ONES BEFORE THEY WERE REVERSED, I CAN'T REMEMBER HOW TO TAKE CARE OF THEM FOR SOME REASON
PANIC ATTACKS AN ANXIENTY/ suicidal thoughts or of fears about death and dying
SEPRATED IN 98 DIVORCED IN 99, WIFE LEFT STATE AND LEFT ME WITH MY SON 4 YRS OLD. HE HAS KEPT ME GOING ALL THESE YRS SINCE SHE LEFT..
MY WIFE CHEATED
TEMPERRARELY UNABLE TO WORK SINCE LAST APRIL OF 06,IT WILL BE 2 YRS BEFORE I CAN START TO WORK AGAIN, DUE TO 4 OPERATIONS TO REPAIR COLON
WIFE TOOK OFF 7 YEARS AGO AND HAVE NOT SEEN HER SINCE NOR HAS MY SON HE WAS 5 THEN. I HAVE 100% CUSTODY AND SHE IS 7 YRS BEHIND IN CHILD SUPPORT. SHE WILL NOT COME BACK TO THIS STATE DUE TO A WARRANT FOR NON SUPPORT.
MY X TOOK OOF AFTER SEPERATION IN 199 AND LEFT ME WITH MY 4 YR OLD , THATS BEEN A WHILE. HE IS 12 NOW AND SHE HAS NOT SEEN OR SPOKEN TO HIM SINCE 1999. THE STATE PERSIST THAT I PRSUE CHILD SUPPORT , FOR ME TO BE ELIGIBLE FOR MEDICAL HELP. I'D RATHER JUST FORGET ABOUT HER , AN HER BEING IN HIS LIFE. ITS BEEN 9YRS 2008 SO WHY START NOW/?
LOST MY INTIRE COLON IN DEC07
DON'T HAVE IT , BUT HAD THE WHOLE COLON REMOVED DUE TO DOCTER ERROR
JSUT WANT TO SLEEP AT NIGHT LIKE A REGULAR PERSON!!!!!! MY TOLERANCE IS TO HIGH FROM ALL THE MEDS I HAD WHILE IN THE HOSPITAL MORPHINE DRIP RUINED MY TOLERANCE