CricketM's Journal

Today I did one of the hardest things that a person has to do. I decided what was best for myself in a relationship, not putting someone above my needs espceially someone who isn't what he claimed to be. He may protest that but when I have laid out all the proof & he still does not see it then there is a HUGE problem! I so wanted it to work but when there are too many red flags & he doesn't understand that then it's left up to me to make the decision for him...especially when I ask him "What do you want to do now? " & "Do you want to even be in a relationship?" & he answers "I don't know" along with "I might have rushed into this" Then that answers all the questions...the answer is "No" I can't make him be the man I need & want...I can't be the woman he wants me to be....sometimes love really sucks!!!