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KathleenO 
going for a spinal tap. Doc wants to see if my spinal fluid is "polluted" (my husbands term, not the docs.) And as I suspected there is a new lesion on my spine which I guess will be getting zapped by some new radiosurgery. I find myself feeling very depressed and sort of defeated. This isn't like me because I've been so upbeat about this for 13 years. Oh I so don't wanta spinal tap. I'm told its uncomfortable and you get a wicked headache afterwards.
I'll take a colonoscopy any day - at last you get knocked out with a nice anethesia - Propofal maybe.
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Add your supportIts seems as if I have had surgery every 3 years since 1997. A new suspicious spot was found on my last MRI and yup it's been almost 3 years since my last surgery. I've got so many holes in my spine right now it must be like swiss cheese - no wonder it hurst all the time. I pray its some eroneus spot on the MRI and not a lesion, but my gut is telling me otherwise. I hate hospitals in every way. Why cant cancer research monies go toward CNS Cancer for a change.
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