I got a guitar yesturday
June 24, 2009 1:30pm
A broken guitar, but a guitar none the less!!.. a friend of mine says he can probly fix it. Im stoked I cant wait to start learning the notes and …
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HoMiCiDaLMuFFiN 
10:21am, July 26, 2009
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About Me
HoMiCiDaLMuFFiN
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About Me
IM very dramatic and severely depressed most of the time. I gave up on myself a long time ago. Im a loner. Im very sad and your probly better off staying the hell away from me.
IM very dramatic and severely depressed most of the time. I gave up on myself a long time ago. Im a loner. Im very sad and your probly better off staying the hell away from me.
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Interests
Music.reading.Partying.Animals.Taking pictures. making random videos...and the internet i also like to write... disturbing emo poetry that makes me sound like an angry 13 year old whose pants are too tight... oh well just ignore it.... i dont care.
Music.reading.Partying.Animals.Taking pictures. making random videos...and the internet i also like to
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Just stopping by to say hello! Hope that you're doing well. :-)
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cheer up buttercup! Glad to hear from ya
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Hey Jessica - just wanted to say I was thinking about you! hope you're doing alright. :-)
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Close Bereavement
My Mother passed away on Jan.1.07 then March 24.07 I had to put my Dog(and bestfriend) to sleep because she had bone cancer and had suffered long enough... and then on July.12.07 The man who I was very much in love with Took his own life after breaking up with me almost a month previous to that...I know its been a couple years but I don't think Ive really healed properly...so im here to talk about it.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- I don't cry as much as I used to.
- Getting Angry Not Working
- no...just...no.
- Grief Counseling Considering
- yeah...im really bad and following through on things.
- Helping Others Considering
- Its just hard to do because of other issues that are currently affecting my life.
- Music Working / Worked
- Music helps me A LOT! certain songs hold really amazing memories for me.
- Pets Working / Worked
- I gots me a brown tabby cat named Baby shes a doll and nice to have around...
- Poetry Somewhat Helpful
- I rarely write anymore..
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Yea... Im not getting on to well with my current councelor.
- Remembering Somewhat Helpful
- Yeah.... remembering really is somewhat helpful...but more often than not... I end up getting angry at my ex for committing suicide...and at my mother for being sick my whole entire life and having to grow up watching her get sick and die...
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- I have no support from friends or family... all of my "friends" are too busy working and having a life to care. annnd any family i have left only care about themselves and don't care either.
- Talking Considering
- This is why im here... I really need to talk with some people about this stuff.
- Time Somewhat Helpful
- Time really is the best healer.
Close Anger Management
I am just uncontrollably angry at times... its ruined my relationship with my family and has left me bitter and alone...sometimes i just need to vent though.
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)Got diagnosed with BPD around the age of 20... its hell.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI've been Depressed since childhood...between bulling at school and the dysfunction of my family home and realtionship... lifes a bitch and so am i because of it.
