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heartbroken2009 
11:35pm, July 26, 2009
Well! Hello All.
It has been another depressing,lonely week. Which was May 25-30! And for me Friday May 29,2009 was espeically hard,because it was my mother's 60th B-Day! She has been gone now for 1yr 2mths 18dys. I miss her dearly. My heart hurts for her everyday,some days are worst than others,but it feels like the pain will never end. She died from Lung Cancer! and she was never a smoker. Amagine that! I guess the reason it is so hard for me to get over the hurt,and pain is I moved in with my mother once she was diagnose with cancer to help take care of her. My stepfather drivers a 18 wheeler and is out of town most of the time,so I did most of the caring of my mom. Up till she took her last breath,which was on March 12,2008. I didn't get to grief like everyone else for having to be strong for me and her. But! I wouldn't had it anyother way. But! I keep telling myself god will see me thru it soon enough. And that is how I pull myself thru the days for the most part. But! Hopefully! things will be better and brighter for next mth and all others to come. With God's Will.
God Bless!
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I'm so sorry you lost your beloved mother. My mom,best friend,passed away in Feb from lung cancer. She smoked like a chimney till the end,bless her heart. I miss our daily phone conversations,lunches,shopping,etc,etc My heart ache terribly! Life just isn't the same without her special love. My prayers are with you~God Bless,Katie
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I lost my mom in the midst of my husband revealing his affair to me. I think the pain of the betrayal was worse than the loss of my mom. I do wish she would have been there for me though. She would have given me some good advise I'm sure. I have comfort in knowing that she is safe in the arms of Jesus (which is where your mom is). She no longer has any pain and suffering as she did in her last days. She too suffered from having a husband that had an affair. My dad did turn around and change his ways. Immediately everything was made right. My dad was even blessed with a new wife after my mom died. He made the right choice and accepted Christ and put his family back together.
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