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heartbroken2009 
11:35pm, July 26, 2009
Well! Its been since June 5,2009 since I have been on the support site and Boy!! has it been ruff! It has also been some of the most painful weeks I have had since my mother died last year on March 12,2009. But! I try to hold my head up hide, and remind myself that everyday Im here it is a GIFT! from God! and my job is not done here on earth yet. So I try to count my blessing everyday,(missing a few sometimes!!LOL) and say thank you for allowing me to serve unto him (Jesus Chirst!). I hope for a better 2morrow! God Bless All!!!
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Well! I guess as days go by it seems to get easier to not think about him (my H) as long as I keep myself busy. But! as for my heart the pain just gets worse. I only wish for peace in my heart & soul. And I know God will help me to find that oneday. But! that day could not come soon enough. So! to all that is hurting, may God Bless you all along your journey's. And! Good Luck! As they say, Time Heals All!! and Time is one thing that we can't Buy!!
God Bless All!!
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Sounds like you're terribly heartbroken. Therapy can help! I just finished reading "Ask and it is Given", which was very cathartic. I suggest you look into it. What doesn't kill us, makes us stronger~Take Care,Katie
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I promise the pain you feel in your heart does go away. I strongly urge you to seek therapy. It really does help!
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It has really helped me to take classes in psychology, communications, etc. It was like therapy and was very healing. It has also made me wiser so that I don't make the same mistakes. Also, helping others and doing the Lord's work keeps you occupied and makes you feel good about yourself and a support group works wonders too. It does get easier. My prayers are with you.
Well! Hello All.
It has been another depressing,lonely week. Which was May 25-30! And for me Friday May 29,2009 was espeically hard,because it was my mother's 60th B-Day! She has been gone now for 1yr 2mths 18dys. I miss her dearly. My heart hurts for her everyday,some days are worst than others,but it feels like the pain will never end. She died from Lung Cancer! and she was never a smoker. Amagine that! I guess the reason it is so hard for me to get over the hurt,and pain is I moved in with my mother once she was diagnose with cancer to help take care of her. My stepfather drivers a 18 wheeler and is out of town most of the time,so I did most of the caring of my mom. Up till she took her last breath,which was on March 12,2008. I didn't get to grief like everyone else for having to be strong for me and her. But! I wouldn't had it anyother way. But! I keep telling myself god will see me thru it soon enough. And that is how I pull myself thru the days for the most part. But! Hopefully! things will be better and brighter for next mth and all others to come. With God's Will.
God Bless!
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I'm so sorry you lost your beloved mother. My mom,best friend,passed away in Feb from lung cancer. She smoked like a chimney till the end,bless her heart. I miss our daily phone conversations,lunches,shopping,etc,etc My heart ache terribly! Life just isn't the same without her special love. My prayers are with you~God Bless,Katie
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I lost my mom in the midst of my husband revealing his affair to me. I think the pain of the betrayal was worse than the loss of my mom. I do wish she would have been there for me though. She would have given me some good advise I'm sure. I have comfort in knowing that she is safe in the arms of Jesus (which is where your mom is). She no longer has any pain and suffering as she did in her last days. She too suffered from having a husband that had an affair. My dad did turn around and change his ways. Immediately everything was made right. My dad was even blessed with a new wife after my mom died. He made the right choice and accepted Christ and put his family back together.
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Sounds like you have a great attitude! A positive outlook counts for a lot. My Mom,best friend, recently passed away from cancer. My heart aches and I miss her terribly, but strive to be happy. She would want that for me. Keep up the good work:)
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Psalm 2:12 says "Blessed is he who takes refuge in the Lord." I know because he is leading me. I have a job interview Tuesday and I'm trusting that the Lord will bless me and take care of me and my family. He will take care of you too. Stay close to Him!
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