innerdialogue's Journal

okay.

so, 2 of me are seriously addicted to weed.

another part hates it, and the littles dont even know.

i cant stop! i just cant! it drives me crazy to crave for something that is so bad for my health, and costs a lot of money i dont have!

i have been in drugtherapy, but it doesnt help! everything that guy tells me, i allready know and it doesnt affect me! i wont be locked up! i cant stand  the thought of not being home! it would seriously break me even more!

im beginning to think i will never get rid of my addiction!

i dont even know if i want to. but i do! i have to want it!

so fucked right now!

((hugs))