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this2willpass 
8:07pm, November 15, 2009
i think i wanted him to be meaner to me because he wasnt. he wasnt and it makes me feel like i said yes, i wonder if i just made him out to be mean in my head. i hate that i didnt say shit. i hate it.
and someone asked me today, when i first cut, i was 11 fucking years old, that's too long. too long.
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im going to the doctors tomorrow, and to student services. hopefully this will make it better.
i cant stand myself. dont tell me not to cut because nothing imakes this go away and i feel like if i dont get it out im gonna hang myself because ive been thinking about it.
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i understand the 'need' for the release. Is there anyone you can talk to? Can you write more about how you are feeling?
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that is long hun. How are you doing today?
Saz41